Quote From: mohammedHello Dear,
Its matter of trust, if you trusted the man and believe in what he said and he's real honest and loving caring person you will give you heart so easy, I am here not because i been hurt but that hurt that cutted my hear wasnt because of her and she didnt nothing to me but the cancer did, the cancer took her away from me, and after her i lost every feeling towards any female and never think that i will be looking for a woamn to share the life with me, till she came in my dreams and asked me to find another one and keep my life going, and i tried to find a woman but all i met wasnt honest with me playing all the time and most of them lies, so i stopped looking, about 3 years my oldest brother passed she came and asked me to the second time to keep looking and from that time never found the one who could share the life and the love that i hold inside my heart. yes i been tired of being single but its not my fault still looking ,,,,, but where's she??????
i can understand your feeling because i also lost my previous fiancee as he died at early age. i was absolutely depressed and wanted to die. but i read some useful books that helped me to deal with death and i understood that we all die sooner or later. God decides when it´s our time to leave earth. and every day is so valuable and it´s important to be grateful for every thing that we have. i have now a good man in my life and hopefully soon we are married. i can say im truly happy:)
think about your loved one, she must be anxious in the heaven as she knows your suffering in life. it´s admirable and good that you are so devoted to her but im sure SHE wants you to be happy and if that means you look for someone to share the rest of life with -im sure she respects that. there are lots of honest but lonely single women everywhere in the world. keep on looking and you will find her. im confident that God brings the right person along when time is right and we are ready for that:)
