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Hello everyone, sorry I haven't posted in awhile, but boy my life is a never-ending roller coaster, no wonder I'm depressed. These last few months have taken such a toll on me. Well first of all I no longer have any kind of medical insurance nor does my husband. So now I can't see a doctor for any of my problems and I can't afford my prescribitions either. Then on top of that Perry has to go to court for a horrible crime he DID NOT commit. About 5 years ago right before we met he was dating a woman who had a daughter she lost custody too to her ex-husband, but she had visitation. Well the young girl(she was 9) didn't like her mom and Perry dating but Perry moved in. She also had a son with servere ADHD and he was very violent. They new each other since grade school, but lost touch for a while and then met up again years later. Anyway to make a long story short the girl is accusing Perry of "touching" her while she was "faking" being asleep in their bed. We seen her statement to the police and she said she was faking being asleep. There is so much to this story, please don't judge me or my husband, he is 100% innocent, this is out of spite and we think that the biological father may have had something to do with this young girl saying this because he wants full custody and used Perry as a way of getting it. This supposely took place nearly 6 years ago. Perry was arrested for child molestation back in Feb. of 2002. He just got his court date 2 months ago, it took 5 years to get a arrigment. We didn't have any money to hire an attorney so for 5 years our lives hung in a balance. Perry reputation is scarred and ruined as well as our children and myself. We have a court appointed attorney and I am so worried that Perry's case, because we are a low-income family and don't have the money or power to fight this, will be just pushed to the side and justice will not be served and he will go to jail for this. What I'm I to do, I love my husband, I love my children and my children will be davastated if he goes to prision. Our oldest daughter knows what is going on and she is so hurt by it too and really don't understand why daddy is being accused of this. I don't know....I just needed to vent if anybody has any advice, I would sure apperciate it. Please pray for my husband, pray for me and pray that this won't break us. I'm not the type to open up about such a personal, personal, issue, but we need all the prayers we can get. An innocent mans life hangs in the balance. Talk to you all later.....Patti