Quote From: lsinitapparently since i have jno msgs to this, no repies, either no one has ever walked a portion of a mile in my shoes or everyone thinks it is trivial == to me it is not. I am alone , itired of being alone but also TIRED of understandint because that seems to lead to being used. DOESN
T ANYONE CARE?!? DOESN'T ANYONE UNDERSTAND OR EVEN HAVE THE EMPATHY THE COMPASSION TO TRY????????????
I read your story and I am so sorry that you have had to go through all of this. Especially beginning at age 16, or thereabouts. If I were to metaphorically give you feedback on what I have just seen, because it does paint a picture, it would be this. It seems like you have this huge, enormous piece of luggage (baggage) bigger than a truck that you have forced yourself to lug behind you all of these years. It gets bigger and bigger all the time. It seems like you are tired of carying it, and ready to start to deal with it. O.K. so first of all, I come here every day, most always. Would you post for me the thing that bothers you most of all? I see so much guilt, but what exactly is that big one? This will be easier to deal with if we break the big bag into lots of very specific small bags than they will be much easier to manage and hopefully get rid of.
Please post back soon.
