Quote From: swchickTwo things - first the loss of appetite and enjoyment of eating you describe is most definately anorexia...however, it is not necessarily the result of anorexia nervosa.
Anorexia used alone is a more general term meaning what you describe, a loss of the desire to eat, and it can stem from a variety of causes.
At 94.5 pounds, and 5'6" of height, you are seriously underweight. It is unlikely that you are adequately nourished, and I don't just mean calories, but nutrients required for minimum body operations of all kinds. Being slender or slightly underweight can be healthy, but at that extreme you are at risk of some very negative health consequences unless you begin to take in adequate nutrients.
It's important to have a diet plan and stick to it to make sure you at least get the minimum you need to function properly.
It's important to rule out underlying disease. Many serious conditions cause a loss of the desire to eat, and underlying illness or body malfunction may be the reason food is so unappealing to you now.
You may be suffering from stress and depression, too. These conditions are treatable.
Your smoking is worrisome. It may be causing your loss of desire to eat through primary causes ( loss of taste and smell, and take-over of the chemicals that regulate appetite in the body) or secondary causes - such as disease caused by the smoking.
Newer medication now avaukabke to help shut off nicotine receptors specifically could help you get rid of this now socially unacceptable and always physically damaging habit, without the disruption of mood and physical discomfort breaking the addiction used to have.
I'm 41 and a mom of three kids, I have had a eating disorder for about 2yrs now. I started with just a diet wanting to loss weight and it went out of control-I lost alot of weight and was in/out of treatment.... You may not have a E.D but may just need to learn better healh eating ways by seeing a nutritionist. I have anorexia and I to think it is a control game!!!!!! Eating makes me sick and i'm told to sit with the feeling or write it out and not to purge it but it don't work for me--I have my ups and down day or weeks and sometimes months,but I really think its all in how we see or feel about are self ( I know thats how I feel)