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July 5, 2007, 7:03 am PDT
hello
Quote From: tabbytoniI am 20 and three months pregnant and have been suffering with eating disorders on and off for years now. But i am eating a well balnced diet at the minute because i can not knowingly harm my child, so i know i have to eat, even when i am desperate to skip meals.
I feel so out of control, normally i can not eat a meal and it wouldnt bother me now i can not, which is better for my health.
I just feel out of control and the most selfish person on the planet, i am getting better and want to but i can not help feeling scared about it all. hello im 24 years old and have two beautfuil children.and ive
battled an eathng disorder while i was pregant on both children it was
very hard to eat knowing that it was doing my child good but to me it
felt like i was doing something bad i went below 5 stone after the
birth of my first child and battled to get better for his sake then 3
years later i got pregant when i was just about better and it started
all over again my second son was born 4 months ago weighing 5 pound 13
ounces witch was good for me as i battled long and hard to eat for his
sake aswell bit i know as a parent its our responbility to look after
our child no matter what but you cant do that if your starving or not
eating your self and ive realised this that the only way i an take care
of them is if i do myself first i know who hard your finding it please
write back if you have anymore questions as i will gladley share my
advice and as ive been through it twice im mite be able to helpthank
you......
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