Quote From: justemilyHi Maureen,
It was so good to see your post. I'm glad someone can relate with me. I think, there are more women our age still battling with eating disorders.
I am glad to hear you are starting treatment. It can be a battle but I know you can do it, if you really want it. I don't know what I want at the moment. I don't know if I can give it up right now. It is a battle I fight everyday. It does get quite tiring though I must say. I wish I could eat normally and not even worry about it.
I try to journal but sometimes it's hard. I tend to start and stop a lot. I want to get into the habit of journaling everyday.
I hope to get connected to the Internet again soon. Until then it's the library. Sorry, I can't post everyday.
Hugs,
Emily
Hey I am so glad you replied. No probs about posting all the time..it's nice to know that we can talk. Know what you mean about 'journaling' ...sometimes I write every day and a couple of times it's a whole week before I do, so I do a re-cap of what has happened.........( that's if the memory hasn't gone on strike...lol).
Anyway, if you want you can e-mail me if it is easier, addy is:
mog-frog@ntlworld.com
Last couple of weeks have been very hard here....and it sounds like I maybe going for in-house treatment...won't know when until Monday 10th, which is when I have my assessment.
Don't quite know how I feel about it...scared and rather terrified is probably a good starting point though............!?!
Write me when you can..I look forward to hearing from you
take care of yourself
hugs
maureen
