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October 3, 2005, 5:19 pm PDT
Sorry i was late
Quote From: marthaannaHi Starjammir,
I hope you're still there. I think I told you wrong. Follow your heart dear one. To your own self be true. What else matters if you don't? Answer: Nothing.
You are very young, but you can make it. Never doubt that.
Never Sorry I have been very busy with school work (college)...
About the girlfriend matters, Her parents are sending her to see a theripist because they think something is wrong with her because she does not want to be with me. Lemme say a few things about myself. I am 18 almost 19 and do NOT drink, smoke, do drugs, or any "special" things. I CAN NOT cheat on a girl and do want to be with this girl very much. Her parents tell her she has a hardened heart and has to make the choice between God and me. Her parents also told me to my face the only reason to get married is to grace God. I think that they could not be any more wrong. I am doing everything that I can for this girl. Sure I may be young but remember 100 years about people my age were having babies and getting married. I am not ready to get married and either is she (gonna wait until we are almost/done with college) I am trying to follow my heart on this. That is why I am sticking with her. I am by NO means telling her to leave her parents (actually I told her to stay with them) but she told me she is tired of doing what they want her to do and living a life they want her to live. I have given her several chances to give up but she does not want to. Is this wrong of me to stay with her? I do want to be with her and LOVE hanging out with her and just being around her. Over the 2+ years iv known her we have NEVER had a fight. We are almost completly opposite but that is a good thing I think so we can learn from one another.
She told me today that she does not want to talk about just her or me, that she wants to talk about us. She said there is no more just individuals, now we are one. I was in shock and almost started to cry. I am a pretty emotional guy (unlike most) hell I dont even listen to normal music....lemme see I got edwin mccain in the cd player.
Please keep responding to me :)
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