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decide to leave my boyfriend, because all of the verbal abuse he has put me through over the months. He has objectify me, and hurt me so bad so I'm so tired of the crap he has put me through and I know my rage does not help. I'm trying to work on my rage and anger being on medication does help me. With my mental illness, does help and it's hard to have a relationship with anyone because of my mental illness. My rage goes to extremes, it irritate it because of me being in a relationship. I've had enough!!!!! He had sex with me while I was sleeping, wonder why he was watching my sleeping patterns and wanted me on meds. I'm on meds for bipolar1 and he told me I need to be on meds, he is right but the meds put me into a deep sleep. He took advantage of me, and had sex with me while I was sleeping, and I was so sore when I woke up. I'm so scared of this man scared he might hurt me. It would get worse if I stayed with him, so I decided I had enough of his BS and done for good.