Quote From: lainieo14 was the age I was when I looked at my school picture and saw how big my nose was. It was also the age my acne started and it has not gone away. I have avoided pictures ever since.
Forty years later, I am convinced I have had bad luck with men because I am too ugly to be taken seriously. I am someone to be used because I am so ugly, I must be desperate and anything goes.
I work at a school and yesterday was Picture Day. I did not take one. Why waste their ink and paper on something I will just throw away.
When I have any kind of bump or blemish on my body, I pick at it hoping I can make it go away because it just adds to the many imperfections that make me ugly.
I plan on making a T-shirt that says " No need to keep staring, I know I am ugly"
I really see no reason for anyone to spend any time looking at me other then for that reason and if I find someone staring, I will give them a dirty look to make that person stop.
Rather I would have believed them or not, it would have been nice for
just one person to say I was pretty on one of the many times I said I was ugly, but no one ever did. Leads me to believe I am right.
I did not have my first date until I was 29. I have never had a boyfriend. I could go on and on about the things in my life that lead me to feel the way I do.
