Replies to 'Defining Your Authentic Self'

I do need to express what's on my mind and how I am feeling.  I feel hemmed in,  I feel wishful, I feel slightly frustrated, I feel more focussed but not, I feel I want to stop writing, but if I did, I don't know what I'd do if a real-issue came along and I had no way to express it.  I feel slightly imaginative yet too tired to remember what inspires me.  I feel ashamed at my inabilities, but at the same time, I put much more thought into things because I realise much more what is important.  I am amzed by some of the things that people write, but at the same time, I don't really know everything but I did know things that didn't get communicated at all, or not as well as maybe where or how I learned it.  I feel that what is true can also be false.  That oxymorons is the way of the world, and in some ways, reading is the only way to clarify all the confusion, in this regard.  That it can't be done on-line.  All for now, for another week (for me) 

This format is so much clearer, in some way,  I'm very appreciative of learning to become much clearer.  I can't do it for very long, in this way, but many things are a long, long road, that winds all over the place.   

Taemanai