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October 8, 2005, 5:47 pm PDT
Hi... Live Long. Live Strong.
Quote From: jtfjmjrand let everyone know that I haven't done anything. I'm having a "good" day. I want to thank everyone for their support as well. Not all of my depression comes from the passing of my son. Part of it also comes from trying to deal with 4 kids and lots of medical problems. There are times that I truly believe my husband would be better off if I died. He could move on and find someone that doesn't have my problems. The kids could have a mom that can truly treat them the way they deserve. Also if I died hubby could have the insurance money to help him take care of the kids. I know it sounds so very selfish. I don't mean to be, I really don't, but it's truly how I feel most days. I have to admit that if it weren't for my kids, I'd probably be dead now. Any way, I really wanted to say thanks for the support.
I'm not feeling well and didn't plan to stop by but did and saw your post. If I'm mistaken and I misread your post, my apologies and please disregard and this might help someone else. If you are thinking about suicide for insurance money... It doesn't sound like you are going to so this is just in case... However, insurance companies DO NOT pay on suicide because suicide is illegal for is murder of self. Also, would be teaching all your children that suicide is an option for coping but really is not coping. I know you are in a lot of pain and that is often why suicides happen. When there "seems" to be more pain than resources. That is depression talking. If you are this down get help right away. Click on General and Mental Health Resources live link above or check out some of these links below. Show your children that life is worth living because they are a part of you and that example makes them see live is worth living for themselves too. Show them if they need help that they have a right to ask for help. Do you have mother's day out programs at churches there for some me time? I hope the resources you need come your way. Keep reaching out here and where ever you have to find a reason to live. Let others help you. Sounds like you have at least six good reasons to live and that's at a glance. Hugs and prayers, SEA
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GOD PLEASE REPLY
If ever you reach out in word
And feel like no one heard
To me each message that I see
Are like prayers rising up to Thee
After you left with all your tears
Combined with all your haunting fears
People stopped to read words you left
Sending prayers for you to be blessed
Parting prayers prayed to help you some
So you feel uplifted when here you come
And when no one knows what to say
Now and then know for you many pray
Thus if after you bare your soul
You feel no one heard... not one soul
I wanted you to know I stopped by
Said a prayer for you signed please reply
by: SEA
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