Replies to 'Living with Chronic Pain'

Karen,

I too had to go with an attorney to get my disability. I have FMS & CFS. A few years ago this wasn't even recognized as an illnes. The disability program ALWAYS truns you down the first time unless you are close to death. That way people give up and think they won't get it. Like you I was so depressed that I could no longer work, take care of my hoiuse, bring in an income, etc It took me 3 years to get my disability, but  I did get all my back pay from the time I applied. I was always hoping that it would come through soon so I could help with the bills. However, when it did come through I had enough to put a good down payment on a house -- which is something we thought we could never afford since I could no longer work. So although I had to struggle through those years it was worth it in the end. I don't think it will take you that long to get yours since RA is a well known disabling disease. But just hang in there and don't let them beat you! I feel so blessed that at least I have a place to live that I had to let go of all my anger at the "establishment".  I will be praying for you and all here who are fighting just to survive and somedays wondering why or if it's worth it.

Darla