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May 23, 2008, 3:28 pm PDT
Rollercoaster/blimic
Quote From: lizzymay18I am not a professional and I don't know everything, but maybe I can help a little. At fourteen I was 233 pounds. I have been fighting weight for most of my life and continue today still. It is a hard process! It is something you have to work really hard on. I also have depression and I understand what it is like to have it all piled up on you. It is horrible and people don't understand unless they have been there. You said you have lost 70 pounds. That is amazing! Try lifting a 50 pound bag of dog food and add 20 pounds more to that. I had to do that ( I lost 50 pounds) to really feel what I lost, not just see the numbers. You also mentioned you were having trouble with sagging skin. You probably lost a lot of weight in a short amount of time. Your skin could not keep up with the loss. Talk to your doctor about it, maybe they have some ideas. You also said that your mother is bulimic and that you would purge if you can. I know I cannot stop you from that. It is your personal choice. Before you do, look up bulima and get to know more about it. I think it would hurt you more and you don't need anymore hurt in your life :) Don't be afraid to talk to your doctor! They are there to help you. If you think you are in danger of an eating disorder get some help. Support from others can make you feel a lot better. If you don't like your doctor find one that you do like. I know all of this is not easy at all. To be dealing with this you sound like a very strong person, so don't give up. I wish you the best ! :) I can never tell you how much your message touched me. This is my 1st time ever to reply to any of the message boards. As I read the message before yours and your reply I had tears rolling down my face. I have suffered from blimic for 15+ years, and worn a 0 jean and now I have so many health issues that it is not worth typing it all. But to take me anywhere it is just like getting a baby ready. I have asthma, Copd, all kinds of stomach problems, I can only eat a few things. I am on Steroids alot for my lungs then I work my Butt off to lose 30 - 40 lbs and in a months time the steroids can put them back on me. I don't know how to stop the battle. I do fight myself to not be blimic...But for 3 yrs I wanted to stop and I couldn't. It was really ugly for me and my kids. So please if you haven't please don't start. I know that world is ugly I would just like to say to anyone who has lost 1 to 100 lbs. celebrate your success..... call a friend, go see a movie, send yourself flowers at work, pick your kids up early from school for no reason and make their day. You need to celebrate it..... really...just not with FOOD....lol... Thank you so much
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