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March 19, 2008, 11:10 pm PDT
Hey! am I crazy
Quote From: ido_therock
I don't know if there is really any name for this problem besides anxiety, but I have had this problem since I could remember. Basically, all I can think of is death, and dying. I haven't confided in anyone about this, in fear of what people may think of me. Any situation I think of ends in death. I I leave the house, and 50 various situations run through my mind. I think of what can happen to me as I drive away. I think of what can happen to my parents while I'm gone. I don't even know how to describe what I think of really. My mind just always wonders. I dream of people breaking into my house, and killing me (not all the time, that was just an example of what I see). Every situation I think of ends in tragedy. Typing this makes me feel like a psycho. I have obviously come to terms with the fact that I will die, and all that. I am 18, and just worry constantly. Anyways, perhaps others know what this feels like and can help? I don't want to think like this anymore... as I am constantly scaring myself.
Hi, I've never done this before and this is the first time I've ever tried, so if I do something wrong tell me. But I read your message, it makes my heart cry. You are so young and have so much time and life ahead of you. Does anyone in your daily life know you live with this feeling? I'm not trying to be nosey, but I wish you'd e=mail me and tell me more. There is hope! foxy58roxy@yahoo.com. Please read my message and you might understand where I'm coming from. I know its horrible to daily live in fear and torment.
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