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March 28, 2008, 5:26 pm PDT

Sunny

Quote From: sunnylashel

Hi Makayla,

I totally understand what you are sayin.  I have a hard time trusting anyone.  I now know that comes from being abused by folks that were supposed to love and protect me...not violate me!  Can you explain what you meant by confused on emotions and not understanding things?  I think I know what you mean.  Are you meaning the conflict between love and betrayal?  Like "how could he (she) do this to me?  What did I do to deserve this?  He said he loved me!?  He said I was beautiful and special!?"  I'm not sure what happened to you so it's hard to help you.  But you have a therapist and that's good!  She should be able to help you to understand the things you don't get.

Hugs, Sunny

Yes some of the things you said is what i'm confused.  Like why my parents had to sexually and physically abuse me?  Was i that bad of a kid?  I thought they were to protect me but ended up hurting me plus a child out of this mess. don't get me wrong when i just said that cause I love jayke with all my heart he my precious boy.  but i hate that l word and the sorry word they dont exist to me.  i guess i'm just a messed up adult or teen or whatever you want to call me.  i just started with my therapist so i need to trust her completely before i open uo to her. at least i know you know what i mean

 

makayla

 


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