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October 13, 2005, 9:00 am PDT
Anorexia
Quote From: kitti26*HUGS* You are not crazy nor nuts. Like my therapist has been trying to drill into my head, "Think of things that are positive about you" Can I come up with some? If I really tried, I might. I know I need to do this, this could also help you. Try to find something that is positive about you. What is it that you like about yourself that is positive. For me, let me start....I love my eyes. Can you find something? It was a good start for me. Now if I can come up with something else... Let's try together if we can find more things that are positive instead of dwelling on the negative and find other things that ends up driving us into self-destruction. You can email me at jesus4every1@myway.com if you need to. I don't know what else to tell you, but I can understand a little on how you feel. With me it's trying to get better from this eating disorder instead of dragging myself further into it. All I want is laxatives, no food, etc. All I want is to lose this darn weight as what I can is fat. How can I get better? I don't know just yet, but I'm gonna find it, even if it kills me. Take care of yourself. Know that someone is out there who can help. Also know, the only person who can really help you, is YOU. Gosh, I also need to listen to my own words... *HUGS* Take care!! Thank you! For once I am going to do something to take care of myself... I am going to see my doctor. I haven't seen her in a *long* time. I think I'm going to tell her how I've been feeling and what I've been doing. I know I need some medication for acid reflux. I've messed myself up really badly. The other stuff is mainly that she's got to kick me in the butt because no one else is, including myself. I take up to three types of diet pills per day on top of my 10 prescription meds. I can't eat, I can't think, it's frustrating. And I shake like a leaf. No one asks why. Maybe no one cares anymore???
Bjork
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