Quote From: nikkajI hope this is read,
The show(April 18,2008)
The lady that performs everywhere and her two daughters get embarrassed.
I would just like to say, thank god for her and her spirit. There are so many people who are depressed and mean spirited, you don't want to be around them. I understand her, because I became over weight after having my children and it depressed me deeply. Everyday getting ready for work I would cry or be so angery. Once I left the house and get to work, I would bury those feelings and put my game face on. I would be nicer, kinder and more open hearted to those that was in pain. I would be judged for that, most times i could shrugg off the negativity, occasionally someone would go to far to push my buttons. I say all of this to say she is wonderful, just maybe need to channel it differently. If someone could suggest to her, maybe setting up her own entertainment business for the elderly or sick, people who may truly appreciate her bubbly and high spirit. She would brighten someones day!!! also she would get the audience, and that may help to satisfy her need to be accepted as a performer.
Gods love,
N. J.
Dear N.J.
This is the loud mom and today 9-10-08 is the first day I have read any of the messages on the message board regaurding the show. I appreciate what you wrote and your suggestions and hearing a little bit from you about your life. I was a Single Parent abandoned by my daughter's fathers and have had hard times all my life financially, emotionally and my daughter Amethyst was taken from my daughter Jen and I after I suffered an injury and my ex-husband and or daughter chose not to see us for 6-7 years. It killed Jennifer and myself I was in deep depression for years. Recently about a year before we went on the show my daughter Amethyst told me that she never wanted to see me again and won't say why, but that her dad forced her to go with me. My kids visit their dads but will not visit me at my home and I have put an ultimatum recently to show some effort that she wants to be in my life for her to come visit here and she said no that her and her sister live in another city. I told her than I can't come over there. When I visit I hear my granddaughter say things like I'm not her family, etc. Instead of being a joy to see her it is actually painful because you sense my daughter not wanting to be close and the distance that I also feel as she lied to me for over 6 years and it hurt my other daughter and that is not easily gotten over.
I ask for prayers for me and my daughter Jen was actually upset because we never got to hear from Dr. Phil on why he thinks I am doing what I am doing and how to control it. We were actually on the show the Flasher exposed and they got into it and Dr. Phil never got to get back to me and my daughters to suggest anything. I have tried to control myself in certain situations but it feels like I am not myself. I am unsure of who I am anymore, I used to think people liked me and now feel more alone than ever and unwanted.
