Quote From: bjork12 Thank you! For once I am going to do something to take care of myself... I am going to see my doctor. I haven't seen her in a *long* time. I think I'm going to tell her how I've been feeling and what I've been doing. I know I need some medication for acid reflux. I've messed myself up really badly. The other stuff is mainly that she's got to kick me in the butt because no one else is, including myself. I take up to three types of diet pills per day on top of my 10 prescription meds. I can't eat, I can't think, it's frustrating. And I shake like a leaf. No one asks why. Maybe no one cares anymore???
Bjork
There are people out there who cares. Don't think no one cares, because there are people who do. I am proud of you for taking the step and getting the help you need. I saw my therapist today. We didn't get into my eating disorder, but we will next week, this week was basically talking about getting my priorities in order and getting things done. She also wants me to keep a journal and putting down atleast one positive thing about me.
I know it's hard to just give this thing up and get better, but I know there is a time where everything will get better. I need to know this myself. Email me if you can. I'll like to talk to you some more about this. Maybe we can help each other recover. I know it will be hard, but it's all we need right now, is some support and encouragement. jesus4every1@myway.com
I have to go home now. Take care of yourself and I will try to reply again soon. *HUGS* Take care of yourself