Quote From: moviestr_2jewel,
Suffering from an ed is horrid and I'm sure you already know this. I can tell you all what this has done to me; heart, kidney & brain problems-- but recovering and getting help has to come from you.
I have to say that dealing with this medical issues now (depsite me being normal weight--high end) sucks terribly. I've had heart attack, kidney failure, seziures (epilepsy) due to frequent electrolyte imbalances/dehydration that lowered my seziure threshold and more. I have a feeding tube; its not being used at the moment because I'm at a high-end normal weight. Yet the medical issues isn't absolving at the moment--- speculating diabetes or hypoglycemia now.
I can say this, school can always be there...your health won't. When you die, you die...that's all there is to that.
There are 2 people that suffers with an ED will experience:
1. They will suffer medically for the rest of their lives (unless they choose to recover)--you might not have medical problems now, but you WILL eventually. Once you do, it goes downhill and the issues get longer.
2. They DIE!!!
I hope you can somehow figure out what you want to do in your life, but i can say this... you deserve more than what the disorder is giving you.
T'care
jen
yes i know school will always be there but i want to follow my dream it is something i feel like i will actually be doing for me!!! not only that i am excited that i can be on the volleyball team it looks like and that I will be able to be in choir........... those are 3 things that i want soooo bad!!!! i seriously doubt there is one thing that could make me change my mind......... this is something that i want soooooo bad......... it is a very small christian college (about 200 students) i will live on campus share a bath room with 3 other girls and we are required t have our meals in the school caffiteria.......
thanks for sharing all you did with me......... i was actually born with hypoglycemia and spent almost the whole first 5 years of my life in the hospitle but a week before i turned five was my last time ever in the hospitle for it...........