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October 14, 2005, 7:59 pm PDT
Anorexia
Quote From: kitti26There are people out there who cares. Don't think no one cares, because there are people who do. I am proud of you for taking the step and getting the help you need. I saw my therapist today. We didn't get into my eating disorder, but we will next week, this week was basically talking about getting my priorities in order and getting things done. She also wants me to keep a journal and putting down atleast one positive thing about me.
I know it's hard to just give this thing up and get better, but I know there is a time where everything will get better. I need to know this myself. Email me if you can. I'll like to talk to you some more about this. Maybe we can help each other recover. I know it will be hard, but it's all we need right now, is some support and encouragement. jesus4every1@myway.com
I have to go home now. Take care of yourself and I will try to reply again soon. *HUGS* Take care of yourself But I've gotten so much "help" and nothing seems to work:( I've gone through treatment facilities 13 times and hospitals countlessly. I get the feeling that I am going to kill myself with this disease, that I will starve myself to death or my organs will just give out on me. If I could just get skinny again, everyone would be happier, including myself. I just know that is true. No one would look at me and laugh and make comments like they do. It was never like that when I was thin. When I was skinny, all I ever heard was "How did you get so thin"? None of the giggles and harrassment that make me so depressed now.I dread going to work each day because of this.
Bjork
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