Replies to 'Anorexia'

3 years ago I was diagnosed with an eating disorder.

I am 5' 4'', and at my lowest, I was just below 90 lbs.

In 3 days I turn 45 and I am at 119 lbs now.

I have to be truthful.....I hate being at this weight and I hate being where I am now.

The 'urge' is so strong to lose it all and I am so tempted to walk that path'  again !!

I hate the way I look....

I hate the size I am now....and it's driving me NUTS !!!

Is this a mid-life crisis I am facing ??

Will these feelings pass ??.....or am I in real 'trouble' again......?!?

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