Quote From: bjork12 But I've gotten so much "help" and nothing seems to work:( I've gone through treatment facilities 13 times and hospitals countlessly. I get the feeling that I am going to kill myself with this disease, that I will starve myself to death or my organs will just give out on me. If I could just get skinny again, everyone would be happier, including myself. I just know that is true. No one would look at me and laugh and make comments like they do. It was never like that when I was thin. When I was skinny, all I ever heard was "How did you get so thin"? None of the giggles and harrassment that make me so depressed now.I dread going to work each day because of this.
Bjork
*Hugs* I'm sorry if nothing has helped. I know where you are coming from. I've been in the hospital so many times, it's not funny. My doctor yesterday accused me of not eating. I told him I was, but he doesn't believe me. I feel he thinks I'm taking laxatives and purging. I haven't done either of those in awhile. The nurse put 98.2 as my weight when it was accually my temp. I didn't realize that till later, after I left the office. Anyways, Take care of yourself. You can email me if you'd like. I check my email as often as I can. It's jesus4every1@myway.com Anyways, I'll talk to you later. Just know that you aren't alone as far as how you feel. I feel like this ed is going to kill me as well. I just hope I prove myself wrong and live through this. Bye for now! *HUGS*
~Olivia
