Replies to 'A Prayer Chain For All Prayers For All'

Dear God, 

I'm asking for your help I'm in so much pain and I need you more then ever, most of the time my life is such a mess. I rage a lot and feel at times I'm going crazy,  There are things I need to remove out of my life it's causing me problems and effecting my life. I'm tired of being stuck in the past it's like reliving in the past the way I'm living. God you know what that is, I know you can help me, so I'm asking for your help I can't do it anymore and feel I'm in this dark cold hole. I have try everything to find a way to get out, so I'm surrending to you God. I know you sent your only sent down here to die for our sins to forgive us for our sins. Right now I'm ashamed and feel dirty inside for what I'm doing, I feel like a piece of crap, worthless,and feel there is no hope in my life God.  Most of my life I have been treated like a object  now it's time to change, Do you know how to God? 

Do you know how to get me out of this hell and tormet that I'm in?    I'm willing to turn it over to you God, and willing to do whatever it takes, but terrified out of my wits too at the same time. I  have a addiction that has controls me, and taken over my life.  I need this monkey off my back, and the addcition is lying to me and telling me you can't survive without me or your doomed if you leave me.  

God you know what it is, and willing to Dr Phil in private whats going in my life.   

The way I was treated as a child the abuse the tormet I went through as I was growing up.  Now it's time to change that and heal from the past and let go and let GOD!!!!!!! Please help me Jesus!!!!! 

Dear God, 

I'm asking for your help I'm in so much pain and I need you more then ever, most of the time my life is such a mess. I rage a lot and feel at times I'm going crazy,  There are things I need to remove out of my life it's causing me problems and effecting my life. I'm tired of being stuck in the past it's like reliving in the past the way I'm living. God you know what that is, I know you can help me, so I'm asking for your help I can't do it anymore and feel I'm in this dark cold hole. I have try everything to find a way to get out, so I'm surrending to you God. I know you sent your only sent down here to die for our sins to forgive us for our sins. Right now I'm ashamed and feel dirty inside for what I'm doing, I feel like a piece of crap, worthless,and feel there is no hope in my life God.  Most of my life I have been treated like a object  now it's time to change, Do you know how to God? 

Do you know how to get me out of this hell and tormet that I'm in?    I'm willing to turn it over to you God, and willing to do whatever it takes, but terrified out of my wits too at the same time. I  have a addiction that has controls me, and taken over my life.  I need this monkey off my back, and the addcition is lying to me and telling me you can't survive without me or your doomed if you leave me.  

God you know what it is, and willing to Dr Phil in private whats going in my life.   

The way I was treated as a child the abuse the tormet I went through as I was growing up.  Now it's time to change that and heal from the past and let go and let GOD!!!!!!! Please help me Jesus!!!!!