I have had a form of depression most of my life. The most difficult thing I face now is the suicide death of our daughter in 1992. Yes, 13 yrs ago, but not something one gets over. We continue to live through her life & death continually. Oct 8th was the anniversary, so that pain is still rather raw. Sadly, this is the most defining point in my life. I have a wonderful husband, 7 siblings, a large church family...all parts of my support system. I am blessed in many ways, yet still have questions that will never be answered on this earth. I am on Prozac & xanax and fairly steady with the meds. No idea where I'd be without them, probably a padded cell. In the past I have posted both here & on the "overcoming grief" board & plan to start doing both again. Just getting my feet wet again.
I'm going to bed now, but I'll check back tomorrow.
