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September 4, 2008, 12:54 pm PDT
MY COMMENT REGARDING THE POEM
Quote From: snoopyks2681It has been a very long time since I did this........ hi to all old and new friends for those that don't know me I have a 8y son w/ADHD/bipolar..and I am manic depressant and fighting cancer all in one people say God does not put more on your shoulder's than you can bare I am starting to wonder..... I know I am the only mom who has a child like him......we have to put a deadbolt on the kitchen door he lashes out I look for help @ he does therapy med.'s I do I take parenting classes ...... he needs long term placement "good luck finding it" I know I do all I can to help him ALL research book's the net other parents, MHMR ,I want him to remain home w/me if possible the thing that gets me the most is every thing he does is put on me even w/ D.r - diagnoses I am held responsible until he is 10y I know ...... I am his mom I should be liable for what he does but somethings are out of my control I am not blind to the problem all I am told is if I let the state take him he could get placed NO WAY will I give him up so... now what ?? anyone have an idea THE EXPERIENCE TO FEEL THE SAME WAY AS MANY CAN EXPRESS IN RELATION TO THE ILLNESS OF THE MENTAL DISORDER OF BI-POLAR HOWEVER ENCOMPASSED IN A SPIRITUAL REALM WITH GIFTS UNKNOWN TO COMMON MEN THAT SHOULD NEVER BE EXPLAINED OF DISCUSSED WITH THOSE NOT EXPOSED!!!! I FULLY CAN UNDERSTAND THE ROLLER COASTER RIDE EMOTIONALLY AND THE TWISTS AND TURNS THE PERSONALITIES TAKE YOU THROUGH HOWEVER THE CURSE OF HAVING OTHERS READ YOUR MIND IS NO LAUGHING MATTER ( BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU ASK FOR) TRUST ME!!!! STAY STRONG LOOK AHEAD AND LOOK FOR STUMBLING BLOCKS IN ORDER NOT TO FALL AND AVOID THE HOSPITAL......REMEMBER YOU CONTROL YOU. YOUR OTHER PERSONALITIES DO NOT THRIVE IN INSTITIONS THEY ARE MANAGED THERE AND MEDICATED. THEREFORE SOMETHING ELSE CONTROLS YOU. FIND HEALTHY COPING METHODS LEARN ABOUT YOURSELF AND ABSOLUTELY DO NOT ALLOW YOURSELF TO BUY INTO SELF DECEPTION. FOLLOW THE DOCTORS ORDERS AND TREATMENT BUT DO NOT GIVE UP YOUR FREEDOM. SELF EMPOWERMENT IS A MUST.. DO NOT WORRY ABOUT WHAT QUOTE UNQUOTE NORMAL PEOPLE BELIEVE (MOST OF THEM DON'T SEE BLACK AND WHITE FOR THEM MOST THINGS ARE GREY UNTIL CRUNCH TIME) HOWEVER IN MY EXPERIENCE I TEND TO EXHIBIT REALITIY 99.999999% OF TIME LIKE IT OR LEAVE IT AND MOST PEOPLE HAVE LEFT. OH WELL THE TRUTH DOES HURT AT TIMES I RATHER KEEP IT REAL.
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