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August 16, 2008, 12:06 pm PDT
Thank You and Another Issue I'm Dealing With
Quote From: sheri88since the age of 13 until now:age:31...ive been battling with anorexia...... when i was pregnant,i managed the way to eat like any other woman would do....because the important part is YOUR BABY.....its not because WE have problems of the sort that we can hurt our futur children because they had a lack of vitamines ect....ect.....so,during my 2 pregnancys,i was doing fine....yes,i got weight....but i was happy!!!!!!!!! for my child!!!!!!!!!!!! then when i gave birth.....thats when everything started again....i stopped eating.....if i was,i would make myself purge........i lost my weight within 1 month.....and continued to do what i wasint supposed too......its been only 4 months now that i dont purge myself....its so hard........now i have serious health issues because of that! when we suffer of anorexia,we are killing our body slowly but surely.... you,when you give birth well.....loose your weight a little more normally....dont wait to have all kinds of conditions because of your anorexia....your children need their MAMA.....they love you:) Thank you so much for sharing to me that I'm not the only one out there that is struggling through this issue and for the encouraging words. Now I'm battling the urge to purge after meals. It's hard. I wonder why is this going on now? I realized that due to the pregnancy giving me indigestion causes me to feel like purging after meals just to feel better. Of course, I still focus on the health of my baby and my 15-month child, that I am trying hard to stay healthy and eat and not purge after meals. It's been difficult and I'm trying hard as possible to stay healthy. I still feel like I'm going to hit rock bottom after the baby arrives and I'm scared. I know they need their momma. It's been hard dealing with this ED, I don't know what else to do. I feel like I'm getting weaker on trying to fight this disorder. I'm trying hard to keep fighting and move on, but it's so difficult. Anyways, thanks! Take care!
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