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  you live like this and tell me if this is normal

No, you are not better off dead. You are in a tough position in life...to say the least. You don't have to hide who you are. I've not dealt with what you are dealing with. But I've had depression for most of my life. Life can be sweet and enjoyable, but you have to stop abandoning yourself. If you aren't on your own side, who will be?

Oh no you're not!!!  Just be who you want to be! Giving up is not the answer. Life is a big bully to all of us. Sometimes it totally sucks! But there's always a place we can feel happy again about ourselves and for others too. We just have to find it. We have to find our place and purpose here on this earth. If you can't live two different lifes, then you have to choose: What makes you happy? What makes you feel complete?
If you want to be a beautiful woman like you are in that pic, you should do it and don't afraid of people judging, cuz that's all they do and it's just because they don't know anything about you and how you feel about it.