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October 18, 2005, 1:17 pm PDT
need a church
Quote From: sbeilke
Coming out of the closet at 55 was a miracle. I had dreamed it, prayed for it and gone through a 35 year marriage that wasn't ever going to be totally peaceful for either of us. I tried everything possible to make the marriage work, church, counseling, and eventually stuffing all my emotional needs for many many years.
After finally breaking the news to my husband, and watching him disintegrate I discovered Metropolitan Community Church UFMCC and when I started attending. THis is a "predominately" gay church but is welcoming to everyone. I still struggle with the guilt over the man I had to leave. I could stay there and be miserable and let him be content or leave and finish this short live being more content but watching him in pain. I am still his friend and visit him.
Just to let you know that the MCC is available in most large cities and all over the world. It is an awesome way to find God in your life and confirm His love. Please look it up on the WEB. You don't need a church you need a good dose of the HOLY GHOST. Please do not let the Devil decieve you. I am sure you are a bright smart wonderful human being. And you are LOST. Don't take what I say and what your Metropotitan Gay Church says but I ask you to READ for your self the word of GOD and ask Jesus to help you to understand what you are reading each time you pick it up. And I promise you if you do this you will find you are on the WRONG path. I don't write you out of hate I write you out of love trying to reach out to you before you sink any further in the pit of mire the Devil has made for you. You are better than this please find the truth for yourself before it is too late.
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