Quote From: redfeathersOkay, my boyfriend and I have a good sex life. We have sex whenever we can, which isn't always as often as we'd like, but that's because of reasons beyond our control XD. Anyway, we have a duffle-bag full of all kinds of sexual things that we call our "sex bag" even. So bottom line, sex is gooooood.
Anyway, sometimes I'm into roleplaying, 'cause it's a bit of a turn-on. We've done the whole "slutty student, horney teacher" thing (Ah...I laugh at myself when I say that....XD) and he and I are into furries ( He was really happy to find out that I liked furries too) so we've done that a few times too. No actual fursuits involved though.
Anyway, there's one thing that I would like to do that really would get me in the mood, but I'm really embarrassed to ask him to do it.
He and I both love video games, you could call us gamers definately. There's one game that we like to play at LAN parties called "Team Fortress 2." My favorite character class is the Scout....because I think the character is hot....and I would like to roleplay with my boyfriend being this Scout...I was fantasizing about this the other day, and it realllllly got me wanting to do it, but I'm just waaaaaaay to nervous to bring it up.
I know it's normal for people to find fictional characters attractive, or to even be aroused by them (otherwise the hentai industry would be non-existant) so that's not particularly the part that makes me nervous, it's just...I don't know. I think maybe because there is this one anime character that he used to masturbate to when he was much, much younger, Felicia, (pubescent boys....ugh...) that he used to be into and I've come to really hate her because of that. I feel like I'd be making a hypocrite of myself if I told him I was so turned-on by the Scout, but get all upset when he brings up Felicia. He doesn't even talk about her anymore because he knows how much it bugs me.
I really want him to roleplay as the Scout, but I don't know how, or even if I should, ask him.
HA, you're funny. I think if you want him to role play as the scout, you should be willing to role lay as Felicia. Its only fair, you do want balance in the relationship don't you. Anyway, you should definitely find a way to bring it up. From the way you've described him and your relationship, I'm sure he'd be down for it.
