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mylilbox17
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July 31, 2005, 9:55 am PDT

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i am using a new laptop and am not use to one twice i was almost done  writing you and lost it .......  anyway.......  yeah it's likek you don't really lknow if you know what is going on and everything is like a  blur it takes you forever well yeah i explained it  befoer but lost it but hazy yeah i know what you mean and it is like you wonder how am i functioning........  i think we can both support each other.......  sometimes i have wondered what i really want but the last two days i want it i want to beat this.......  i mean if not how can i expect to follow my dreams i am going to stop typing before i lose this lol
 Hey yeah my coumpter is being kinda dumb. Yeah i think we can both beat this together. I dont know why but its like just talking to you and knowing that you know what im going through for first hand.  For the first time in along time im starting to not keep everything bottled up inside. Everyday i look forward to e-mailing you and just reading what you have to say too. Im doing well for it being 12:47 (pm) and stil havent thrown up!!^_^ and I havent cutt in 8 months!! im soo happy bout it. well i better go i will talk to you later bye ~Buffy~ Good luck today!!
 
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July 31, 2005, 11:09 am PDT

i like the lamb pic

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Hi guys, I used to respond to everyones messages on the old layout of the Dr Phil website, but this is my first time on the new 1 !! Sadly I haven't improved since...

I am 21 and a pretty outgoing person. Nobody still knows that I am bulimic as I hide it well. I have improved drastically in the last year but I still have a long way to go. I would love to talk to someone often it you ever feel like a yarn. Anyone that is going through the same thing or someone who feels its hard to be 'real' to your friends... anyways my email addy is miksee1@gmail.com

So if you feel the need, be great to chat! Peace. :) xxx

hey ofcourse we woiuld love to chat with you and incourage you......  we wouold love to be here to listen well atleast i would
 
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July 31, 2005, 11:15 am PDT

you go girl

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 Hey yeah my coumpter is being kinda dumb. Yeah i think we can both beat this together. I dont know why but its like just talking to you and knowing that you know what im going through for first hand.  For the first time in along time im starting to not keep everything bottled up inside. Everyday i look forward to e-mailing you and just reading what you have to say too. Im doing well for it being 12:47 (pm) and stil havent thrown up!!_ and I havent cutt in 8 months!! im soo happy bout it. well i better go i will talk to you later bye Buffy Good luck today!!

well it has been not nearly as long since i dug well we minE  as well call it cut huh.....  i haven't thrown up either!!!  i had three boiled egg whites for breakfast and i don't know the last time i ate breakfast period.......  i just ate a few bites of leftovers from  last night well actully it's in a bowl and it is less then half full.......  but it sounds better a few bites LOL i don't feel quite so bad speaking it out like that........  i went to church today and not really anyone knows but i shared it with someone todya and said please pray.........  omg i am actually trying to do this adn it's sooooo scary yet so great........  i mean i am never proud of myself but i am starting to be!!

 

go us we can do it!!!  ooo gosh what am i doing LOL ...........  i'll tell you what were doing weere getting our life basck
 
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July 31, 2005, 12:19 pm PDT

mylilbox

omg.... ahhhhh i want to throw up so bad i could just cry and i feel so sick.........  not to mention i am also sstoping caffien (diet drinks) and it has been about exactly 24 hours and here comes the head ache that isn't fun when i have problems with a low heart rate and well both are at the same time....  aoooooooo geeeeeeeeeee i want to throw up so sobad...........  it's killin me LOL!!!  why do we use suchan expression exspecially with an eatting disorder LOL........  i walked in the bathroom and turned around to just come write this but i feel so sick i ate more after i posted   last and ijust don't  know how much longer i can feel this way.......... eeeeeeeeekkkkk
 
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July 31, 2005, 7:24 pm PDT

hey

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well it has been not nearly as long since i dug well we minE  as well call it cut huh.....  i haven't thrown up either!!!  i had three boiled egg whites for breakfast and i don't know the last time i ate breakfast period.......  i just ate a few bites of leftovers from  last night well actully it's in a bowl and it is less then half full.......  but it sounds better a few bites LOL i don't feel quite so bad speaking it out like that........  i went to church today and not really anyone knows but i shared it with someone todya and said please pray.........  omg i am actually trying to do this adn it's sooooo scary yet so great........  i mean i am never proud of myself but i am starting to be!!

 

go us we can do it!!!  ooo gosh what am i doing LOL ...........  i'll tell you what were doing weere getting our life basck

  Hey you can do this dont throw up. We can get our lifes back it just may take some time. how have you been? Its soo nice to feel like im in controll of my life and nothing else. Wow isn't it great? well sorry to cut this shot but gtg ttly ~buffy~

 

 Keep up the good work rember you are in controll!!^_^

 
 
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August 1, 2005, 8:23 am PDT

Bulimia

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  Hey you can do this dont throw up. We can get our lifes back it just may take some time. how have you been? Its soo nice to feel like im in controll of my life and nothing else. Wow isn't it great? well sorry to cut this shot but gtg ttly buffy

 

 Keep up the good work rember you are in controll!!_

 

i didn't throw up i went for  a 2 mile walk and it started to poor that must have been the best walk........  except i had on a white shirt  LOL!!!  alright hope to catch you later!!!!
 
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August 1, 2005, 10:37 am PDT

Hey

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i didn't throw up i went for  a 2 mile walk and it started to poor that must have been the best walk........  except i had on a white shirt  LOL!!!  alright hope to catch you later!!!!
 Im soo glad you didn't throw up.  Hows your day going? yeah white shirt and rain dont really go together 2 well.... lol. well sorry but gtg good luck today i will be on later bye ~Buffy~
 
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August 1, 2005, 10:46 am PDT

hey

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 Im soo glad you didn't throw up.  Hows your day going? yeah white shirt and rain dont really go together 2 well.... lol. well sorry but gtg good luck today i will be on later bye Buffy
yeah it didn't go well together that is the only reason i stopped walking LOL!!!!  well so far i have ate plain tuna, a few baby carrots (like 7 or8 or so) and mumbles popcorn  just a little not much!!  i don't know if i said this bsut i am stoping caffine also and have already drank 20 oz of water today.....  my first thought this mornignw as to go to the fridge and get one and i didn't i grabed my water bottle that was soooooooooo hard.......  so anyway i am doing well!!!  finished studying the Sciene part of the ACT and am movine on to the math!!!!  i also have to get to doing some more packing i have to pack my whole room not just the stuff for school which means i will be living out of boxes which isn't so hard for me though it can be irratating.........  the reason it isn't is cause i was in missions for 2 years full time
 
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August 1, 2005, 10:52 am PDT

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yeah it didn't go well together that is the only reason i stopped walking LOL!!!!  well so far i have ate plain tuna, a few baby carrots (like 7 or8 or so) and mumbles popcorn  just a little not much!!  i don't know if i said this bsut i am stoping caffine also and have already drank 20 oz of water today.....  my first thought this mornignw as to go to the fridge and get one and i didn't i grabed my water bottle that was soooooooooo hard.......  so anyway i am doing well!!!  finished studying the Sciene part of the ACT and am movine on to the math!!!!  i also have to get to doing some more packing i have to pack my whole room not just the stuff for school which means i will be living out of boxes which isn't so hard for me though it can be irratating.........  the reason it isn't is cause i was in missions for 2 years full time

 Im not doing to bad with the eating i just still feel so guilty later but today i have had a chicken sandwich and a brownie i feel horriable aboutn it though i dont understand why but its just like that after meals. I know how the living out of boxes goes to i cant handle it though. But im doing better with it..lol... i will be on here for awhile probley bye for now ~Buffy~

 
 
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August 1, 2005, 1:01 pm PDT

Bulimia

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 Im not doing to bad with the eating i just still feel so guilty later but today i have had a chicken sandwich and a brownie i feel horriable aboutn it though i dont understand why but its just like that after meals. I know how the living out of boxes goes to i cant handle it though. But im doing better with it..lol... i will be on here for awhile probley bye for now Buffy

 

grrrrrrr it did it again i lost the message i typed there is a mouse in between my hands and i hit it grrrrrrrrrr...........  so yeah iknow what your talking abouot how you feel when you eat.....  that and all i can do is thinkl omg i want to throw up soooooo bad well a lot of the time anyway........  ooo a chicken sandwhich i love spicey chicken from wendy's they are the greatest!!!  moth waters

yeah i hate living out of boxes but i had to learn to deal with it......  i am a person who likes it all in place together!!!!!  so yeah i am miss perfectioln LOL
 
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