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Break the awful cycle of binging and purging. If you or someone you love suffers from bulimia, share your story and get support here.

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August 1, 2005, 5:11 pm PDT

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grrrrrrr it did it again i lost the message i typed there is a mouse in between my hands and i hit it grrrrrrrrrr...........  so yeah iknow what your talking abouot how you feel when you eat.....  that and all i can do is thinkl omg i want to throw up soooooo bad well a lot of the time anyway........  ooo a chicken sandwhich i love spicey chicken from wendy's they are the greatest!!!  moth waters

yeah i hate living out of boxes but i had to learn to deal with it......  i am a person who likes it all in place together!!!!!  so yeah i am miss perfectioln LOL

Hey yeah its great to know im not the only one who feels guilty after i eat. But its so nice to feel like we are getting out lives back. But i dont know it seems that even when we start to feel in controll, something else takes that away i dont know maybe im just going crazy!...lol well i will ttyl bye for now ~Buffy~

 
 
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August 1, 2005, 5:18 pm PDT

Bulimia

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Hey yeah its great to know im not the only one who feels guilty after i eat. But its so nice to feel like we are getting out lives back. But i dont know it seems that even when we start to feel in controll, something else takes that away i dont know maybe im just going crazy!...lol well i will ttyl bye for now Buffy

 

well my first day was friday of doing better and then i ate around mid night and threw up but haven't doneit since........  i think going for walks helps a lot......  it used to not help but it does now!!!!  i tell you what i want soooooo bad right now a snickers bar omg i can't stop thinking abot it LOL!!!!  yeah sometimes it is like omg i am going to go crazy......  or you want to throw up so bad you just want to cry because you know your famous just this once will be many more to follow
 
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August 1, 2005, 5:28 pm PDT

I know what you mean!

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well my first day was friday of doing better and then i ate around mid night and threw up but haven't doneit since........  i think going for walks helps a lot......  it used to not help but it does now!!!!  i tell you what i want soooooo bad right now a snickers bar omg i can't stop thinking abot it LOL!!!!  yeah sometimes it is like omg i am going to go crazy......  or you want to throw up so bad you just want to cry because you know your famous just this once will be many more to follow

 Omg i soo know what you mean by that i want a snikers bar to but im trying, to stay away from all sugar cuz then i get really depressed and throw up and cutt. I dont want to do eaither. I went for a walk like you did wow you are so right it does help. I have also learned that if i cant walk and i feel like cutting rubber bands are always helpful but i know thats not the best way to let out stress but its better than cuttin i guess. well i will be on hear for a couple of hours probley so ttys bye ~Buffy~
 
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August 1, 2005, 6:53 pm PDT

Bulimia

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 Omg i soo know what you mean by that i want a snikers bar to but im trying, to stay away from all sugar cuz then i get really depressed and throw up and cutt. I dont want to do eaither. I went for a walk like you did wow you are so right it does help. I have also learned that if i cant walk and i feel like cutting rubber bands are always helpful but i know thats not the best way to let out stress but its better than cuttin i guess. well i will be on hear for a couple of hours probley so ttys bye Buffy
yeah someone that is a psych nuurse told me about the rubber band thing the other day...  once i just balled my fist really tight and let my nails go into my skin........  it was great to help when iw as having an axiety attack but i wonder is it considered self harm.......  yeah walkinghelps me with it a lot!!!!!!  sorry it took so long i didn't realize ihad a message and got so busy with stuff
 
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August 2, 2005, 7:30 am PDT

Bulimia

i won't be on until sometime around or after 4 eastern time cya later
 
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August 2, 2005, 9:33 am PDT

weeeeeeeeee

my days seem to get better and better ii have so much more energy today and i am justs so much more happy all around not just happy about something but happy period!!!!!  wow, is this great or what...........  oo guess whta i had a snickers bar today and it was king size let me tell lyou it was like the commercial said it satisfied me!!!!! 
 
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August 2, 2005, 10:29 am PDT

hey

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my days seem to get better and better ii have so much more energy today and i am justs so much more happy all around not just happy about something but happy period!!!!!  wow, is this great or what...........  oo guess whta i had a snickers bar today and it was king size let me tell lyou it was like the commercial said it satisfied me!!!!! 
 Hey my day is going good too... ::smiles:: im eating a snikers bar right now ::happy:: lol well i will be on later bye for now goog luck today and keep up the good work! ~Buffy~
 
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August 2, 2005, 2:47 pm PDT

we are so great!!!

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 Hey my day is going good too... ::smiles:: im eating a snikers bar right now ::happy:: lol well i will be on later bye for now goog luck today and keep up the good work! Buffy

i am so proud of us!!!  guess what i was really risky and had another snicker bar a bit ago!!!  LOL and you know how on the commercial that say it is satisfying well it was.....  but i am not going to keep eating them like that.......  i just went to the store and got a lot of healthy snacks for school, i am so proud of myself.......  i mean don't' you kind of feel likel your really starting to have control of something?  i mean i have stoped diet drinks cold turkey and i my mom offered me one and i said no and when i realized today what i had done i was proud of myself it's like a healthy thing i have control over.......  i had a few swallows of fruit punch last night but besides that i have onlyl had water!!!  there is just so much that i am finding myself so proud of andi have never got to be proudof myself for anythiing!!!!!  my counsoler was so happy that she cried!!!  that made me really happy!!!  i know she believed in me this whole time and that feels great also!!! well i will talk to yu later!!!

 

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August 2, 2005, 3:19 pm PDT

WOW YOU GO GIRL!!!!

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i am so proud of us!!!  guess what i was really risky and had another snicker bar a bit ago!!!  LOL and you know how on the commercial that say it is satisfying well it was.....  but i am not going to keep eating them like that.......  i just went to the store and got a lot of healthy snacks for school, i am so proud of myself.......  i mean don't' you kind of feel likel your really starting to have control of something?  i mean i have stoped diet drinks cold turkey and i my mom offered me one and i said no and when i realized today what i had done i was proud of myself it's like a healthy thing i have control over.......  i had a few swallows of fruit punch last night but besides that i have onlyl had water!!!  there is just so much that i am finding myself so proud of andi have never got to be proudof myself for anythiing!!!!!  my counsoler was so happy that she cried!!!  that made me really happy!!!  i know she believed in me this whole time and that feels great also!!! well i will talk to yu later!!!

 

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 wow im soo happy 4 you!! keep up the good work. It is soo nice that we can actually feel in controll!!^_^ I never thought that was possiable!!   I will talk 2 you soon i will be on for about 2-4 hours or more today ~Buffy~
 
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August 2, 2005, 3:28 pm PDT

more then conquerirs!!!!!!

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 wow im soo happy 4 you!! keep up the good work. It is soo nice that we can actually feel in controll!!_ I never thought that was possiable!!   I will talk 2 you soon i will be on for about 2-4 hours or more today Buffy
i know who would have thought we could feel so great i mean i have struggled since just before i was 13 and am about to turn 24!!!  so yeah this is great!!!!  i mean i just don't even know if i have totally grasped how great this is......  i mean i know it hasn't been a lot of days but still i have done it!!!  and so have you!!!  i mean i don't care if it hasn't even been a week that doesn't matter what does is ia m doing it and i feel great about it!!!!
 
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