Topic : Bulimia

jewel,

 

Suffering from an ed is horrid and I'm sure you already know this. I can tell you all what this has done to me; heart, kidney & brain problems-- but recovering and getting help has to come from you.

 

I have to say that dealing with this medical issues now (depsite me being normal weight--high end) sucks terribly. I've had heart attack, kidney failure, seziures (epilepsy) due to frequent electrolyte imbalances/dehydration that lowered my seziure threshold and more. I have a feeding tube; its not being used at the moment because I'm at a high-end normal weight. Yet the medical issues isn't absolving at the moment--- speculating diabetes or hypoglycemia now.

 

I can say this, school can always be there...your health won't. When you die, you die...that's all there is to that.

 

There are 2 people that suffers with an ED will experience:

1. They will suffer medically for the rest of their lives (unless they choose to recover)--you might not have medical problems now, but you WILL eventually. Once you do, it goes downhill and the issues get longer.

2. They DIE!!!

 

I hope you can somehow figure out what you want to do in your life, but i can say this... you deserve more than what the disorder is giving you.

 

T'care

jen

yes i know school will always be there but i want to follow my dream it is something i feel like i will actually be doing for me!!!  not only that i am excited that i can be on the volleyball team it looks like and that I will be able to be in choir...........  those are 3 things that i want soooo bad!!!!  i seriously doubt there is one thing that could make me change my mind.........  this is something that i want soooooo bad.........  it is a very small christian college (about 200 students) i will live on campus share a bath room with 3 other girls and we are required t have our meals in the school caffiteria....... 

 

thanks for sharing all you did with me.........  i was actually born with hypoglycemia and spent almost the whole first 5 years of my life in the hospitle but a week before i turned five was my last time ever in the hospitle for it........... 

i am going to go for a quick walk so i will be back...........  i am not sure how far i will walk so i am not quite sure how long it will be i may only walk a mile and i may walk more

if your still here i am back now it was the greatest walk!!!

i am here i and would love to talk pleeeeaaaassssseeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

 Hey im glad that things have gotten better for you, and that you haven't thown up today! Im doing pretty good too i have been eating and i havent been cutting, but i do still feel guitly about eating. but its all good it will all work out. well sorry but gtg i will be on again soon. Good luck and keep up the good work!!^_^ ~Buffy~

yeah i have done good with digging i do that but it has been sometime over a weeksince i did it actually i think 2 weeks!!!  very hard thogh ...........  yeah i had a actual meal today so omg i felt sick......  and i thought what did i just do..........  ooooo well it is good i did it though.........  you keep up the good work!!!!

hey how are you? Thank you for your support I really needed that. Does things sometimes seem hazy or am i jus strange? well ill talk to you soon. bye ~Buffy~

i am using a new laptop and am not use to one twice i was almost done  writing you and lost it .......  anyway.......  yeah it's likek you don't really lknow if you know what is going on and everything is like a  blur it takes you forever well yeah i explained it  befoer but lost it but hazy yeah i know what you mean and it is like you wonder how am i functioning........  i think we can both support each other.......  sometimes i have wondered what i really want but the last two days i want it i want to beat this.......  i mean if not how can i expect to follow my dreams i am going to stop typing before i lose this lol

Hi guys, I used to respond to everyones messages on the old layout of the Dr Phil website, but this is my first time on the new 1 !! Sadly I haven't improved since...

I am 21 and a pretty outgoing person. Nobody still knows that I am bulimic as I hide it well. I have improved drastically in the last year but I still have a long way to go. I would love to talk to someone often it you ever feel like a yarn. Anyone that is going through the same thing or someone who feels its hard to be 'real' to your friends... anyways my email addy is miksee1@gmail.com

So if you feel the need, be great to chat! Peace. :) xxx