I have had sleep issues for at least two years. The doctor has prescribed all kinds of meds to try to help me fall asleep, because that is my issue. No matter how tired I am, and I feel like I am ready to sleep, as soon as my head hits the pillow, I am wide awake and my mind is racing. I have kept a sleep journal, and had an overnight sleep test done. The doctor said I am a "true insomniac". I have tried taking sleep medications, and the one that can get me to sleep is AMBIEN, however, it has not been good! At first, I would get up, without knowing and eat, prepare foods, make a mess in the kitchen and even get lost in my own bathroom, where my husband found me trying to get out through the wall. I gave the Ambien up at that time, as I was packing the weight on, and not getting the chance to enjoy the food I was partaking in, and I felt such guilt from waking my husband with my adventures. One night, I got up and painted the kitchen and fell off the ladder. I only remembered that I fell off the ladder, when I got up in the morning, and was very sore. Well, no Ambien, no getting to sleep. I have finally swore off of it, and am now going through my first week of withdrawal and getting very little sleep. My body actually hurts from not sleeping, and I am sooooooo tempted to go get a refill of the Ambien so I am not walking around in a fog, but, the experience I was told I had three weeks ago is preventing that! I actually fell again, and this time told my husband I broke both of my ankles in the fall. He took me to the ER, not because he thought my ankles were broken (I was walking on both legs!) but because he knew I had the Ambien in my system and was afraid that if he were to fall back to sleep, I would get in the car and drive myself to the hospital "under the influence". He falls asleep very easily, so I understand why he took me. I fully believe that my insurance is not going to find a reason to pay my $3000+ hospital visit that night, and I feel so terrible that I put my husband through this, and then he had to get up for work!!! He also told me that I was talking to people that were not here, so hallucinating. My opinion is, Ambien IS addictive, and I have a friend who is hooked on it, and my sister told me her friend just tried it and she also had hallucinations. You just don't know what this drug will do to you, or what it has already done to my brain, since it makes you forget. Right now, my sleep doctor has me getting out of bed, early (for me!) at a regular time each day, no matter how much sleep I got the night before. This morning, I am here typing and have not yet gotten to sleep in 23 hours. I went to bed several times, and couldn't sleep, so I gave up and got back out of bed. I don't know what to do, or what could help. I just know that I do not want to put anyone through my behavior on Ambien! I am wondering if anyone else has had a similar experience???
THANKS!
Susie