Topic : Depression

yeah i was having a hard time really breathing very good when i first started driving today with all the heat........  it was crazy!!!  LOL

I need to go for my walk today but by the time it cools down it will be dark but i really want to walk.......  i just imagine going up hills and all and walking atleast 2 miles would not be good in this heat......

the place i went to was counceling and she wasn't in today....  she had surgery last week so she didn't work then well she had some complications and was told not to work this week also....  she didn't have me written down so she didn't call me.......  i undersood that but man was it frustrating!!!so now it has been 2 weeks and i get to next tuesday.........  i had to miss one week cause money, then i went and now 2 more weeks......  i am about to go to college and i will miss her lots!!!!

Today has been a tough one for me. I got to sleep really late last night because I was so stressed out about my job, and my life. This morning when the alarm went off I felt so tired and sick. I got the small kids to their babysitter and my tall kids to her summer school and tutor. Then a builder that I am working with never got in touch to confirm the morning meeting and as I keep feeling sick and dragged out I am trying to get in touch with him this afternoon because my clients need and deserve an answer about their house.

This is what I do. It's a tough life but I do it and most of the time if I am working at what I do I am happy. Well today I feel so out of sorts. I have been in tears I don't know how many times today. I AM JUST A MESS!

Mar.

hey everyone its moome1.i feel good today. surprised myself.i decided to finally go outside and i walked out the door and walked right back in.it is hottttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on a day i finally feel good its to hot to go outside. well write back anyone.that way i want get bored being in the house.

I am sorry that you are feeling so bad today. Don't be so hard on us, okay? It is tough holding it together sometimes just for myself but if I felt I had been the cause of making someone ele feel bad well that would just be terrible.

I hope you won't leave feeling ignored. I find it hard to manage the board but hey lets be reatful that we all have a second chance at this. Come back and tell me how you are now. We can compare "Mondays"?

Big Hugs and Prayers and loads of Blessings, Mar.

PS - I know it isn't Monday. That is just my way of naming those days when your comfy soft bed is the best place in the world, that you hope you will never have to leave. I should have stayed in mine this morning. LOL!

Hi, Cathy,

check it out. I did already what you adviced, however there is no message under my quote. Go to your answer to me and check it out yourself.

With love, ecurtius

How are you doing today?  It is mighty hot here in the Canada too, eh? LOL !!!- I think that if you are feeling good though even if it is hot you should still get on out there. That is what I did yesterday  but I am feeling too nutty today. I am about to brew some coffee and try and start fresh again with a better attitude.