Topic : Depression

it is as if i wrote it. i too am tired of hearing it all. i am ugly an will never have kids or never marry and it is just me and my cats and any other pets i will have in the future. i am just hanging around here for my mom.brother and grandma and my pets. they need me but i dont want to be alive and i havnt for a very long time. and the more family that dies the closer to my day that i cant go too...........i am just going through the steps and thats it wait for when i can go see all of my family and pets that are in heaven waiting for me to be with them...... i sure hate it here on this world........i am hugely fat and very ugly................tama

Me too. Hmmmm.... When I looked online just now said National Hug Day is another day... Maybe there is more than one National Hug day. I think researchers say that we need eight hugs a day. I think it was 29 that first posted Max Ehrmann Desiderata and why when woman offered to me FREE special...like my growing duck and elephant yard sale collection. Elephant yesterday was FREE. I forgot to post at beginning that at top of Desiderata framed print, woman gave me from garage sale, she said from Saint Peters in London, in bigger print says: GO PLACIDLY ((((HUGs))) xoxox

HUGS

It's wonderous what a hug can do
A hug can cheer you when you're blue
A hug can say "I love you so"
or, "Gee, I hate to see you go".
A hug is "Welcome back again"
and "great to see you"
or "Where've you been?"
A hug can soothe a childs pain
and bring a rainbow after the rain.
The hug, there's just no doubt about it
We scarcely could survive without it.
A hug delights and warms and charms
It must be why God gave us arms.
No need to fret about the store of 'em
The more you give,
the more there are of 'em.
So stretch those arms without delay
And give someone a hug today.
by DP poster: Sally




BEAR HUGS
by: SEA (inspired by MJ)

coming in all sizes
bearing smiles
as surprises

Pool at the park you mentioned reminds me of three Mimosa trees in our front yard and days of walking two blocks to Andrews Park to play in the wading pool that you can see, if you go to link below, in photo behind two stone structures that were the boy's and girl's dressing rooms for swimming. One nearest to front of picture was the girl's and to right (in front of) is wading pool. WE LIVED IN THAT POOL IN THE SUMMERS' until we outgrew. Just thinking about I can smell the wading pool water and feel the coolness as pool was beneath tall Sycamore trees. Pool nearby the outdoor Amphitheatre...that was made of stone steps and walls with rows of half circled concrete benches.

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Sounds like a fun day and pancakes sound yummy and a slow evening next to husband sounds relaxing. Like you, I don't care for football either though. Thanks and I am planning on a great and lovely evening and wish you sweet dreams. Hugs and prayers, SEA

Flying Trapeze of Thoughts
by: SEA

One thought leads to another
And another and another and another
Think Positive...




All Aboard
© SEA (December 25, 2005)

Positive Thinking
Train
Of Thought

Me too.

then took a ride then came home and then i watched the end of the Tonys and the news and went to bed... Mom told me the other day that i was not keeping my house as clean like i use to when i first moved in. and that i havnt been keeping up my lawn either. or myself. i havnt been taking showers or washing my clothes either. she said that i havnt washed my clothes in months. and thats true i have then in baskets in the kitchen i just havent taken then over to moms house to wash then . i just havnt felt like it....i sleep when ever i can and if i can i take as amny pills that i can to make me sleep. and then other times i am up all night and then i fall asleep outside in my chair. and i have fallen asleep on the toilet. or here in my chair. so im either up all night of i fall asleep in strainge places........i dont always eat. sometimes not for days at a time.... mom gave me a pice of paper that tells you about signs that your loved on needs help and me and mom both flunked.... i know im in a deep deep depresstion and ive just stopped doing everything i ware the same thing everyday enless i go someplace..... i dont take showers. i just wash my hair every now and then. i havent vacumed since i got my new vacume. i do wash the cats dishes and any other ones there are . and i do keep up with the trash . things are picked up but i havent dusted in who knows when and there is cat litter every where. i sweep up in the utility room where 1 cat box is but not where the other one is .. i do keep them both scooped. and clean litter. but dont vacume blackies liiter off the floor.....and i havnt change the covers of the love seat and recliner for a while so there is cat hair all over ...... but the furnature is covered........so i am not doing my job and mom knows it........tama

I hear you. "Dear Lord, please send your angels and saints divine intervention through those who are able to help this member, leejay, and leejay's son." I just get the basic channels too and do not have cable. What sort of help do you think would help? Any ideas? I'm thinking about too as are others who hear your through the words of this post. (((HUGs and PRAYERs))) SEA

www.newhopenow.org/counseling/liveperson.html

http://www.hopeline.com

You can change it... oopsies... I mean we can change it. Okay, now does that mean we all have to come over and help clean or that you are going to make like a bunny and hop to it. A bit of a long drive so you better hop to it Tama so your mother doesn't worry about you... That's a GREAT way to help your mom by "doing your job". I don't expect you to post you feel like it... Just hop to it Tama... Who was it that posted that 15 minute cleaning idea... Hop up and clean 15 minutes...even time yourself... Then, in a bit do 15 minutes more. Then, pretty soon done. Oh well, one member said helps. There is nothing worse to add to depression than a house that needs to be cleaned and laundry to be done yet oh what a grand feeling when done. Speaking of that there's a few things I need to do too. I'll see you later Tama as I am going to make like a tree and leave to attend to a few things here... (((HUGs)))