Quote From: battlepace for not replying but I can not write presently as I am still outraged, incensed, and POed to no end by the inconsistent and punitive governance of these boards.
I find the conduct of the controller to be malicious and spiteful.
I feel the striking of thought is done in an abusive fashion and can't bring myself to accept what was done because I judge it as unfair and find it creates an that is atmosphere stifiling.
I am not a person who has a tremendous amount of voice and don't tend repeat myself, speak idly or force my speech on those who don't display intrest in my thoughts.
I can count on two fingers the number of posts I lost under the old format and understood the flaw of each.
Donna, I thought was an outstanding moderator. She was helpful, consistent and given the task she had in seeing to us ... came accross as a caring soul.
I don't understand the "new" rules, can find no logic to the random nature of removal and don't feel like puting work into composition where it is subject to one clueless persons power of arbitrary oversight.
I know abuse. This IS what is happening.
I included no live links and believe I know how to walk the edge of innuendo. I can push hard but ponder and self censor to maintain a level of decourum appropriate to my held esteem for Dr.Phil. The vindictive erradication is beyond me.
I fully understand this is not my forum and comprehend it is a priviledge to post here and not a right. I believe I have shown respect for both the provided forum as well as all posters who frequent the site, regardless of my agreement or disagreement with any voiced position.
I have always tried to bring both insight and originality to the boards and my current discontent over punishment and having being locked out without explaination has raised my ire to a boiling point. I sucked up the first blows but now am so furious it is taking everything in my power not to simply post a violent expletive filled slug at the mindnumbing exercise of power by the current overseerer.
I do not write with ease and second guess much that I do, know I probably shouldn't, but do. I pretty much stopped writing when I was twelve. My mother confronted me with my diary and tore a strip off me for my thoughts ... there was a girl I liked ... she didn't like it. At that point I saw writing as dangerous and wouldn't put anything on paper of even minute personnal nature. I wrote next to nothing aside a few letters until I began posting here and am often surprised and shocked at what I do write.
When I was younger I used to frequently get locked out of the house as punishment ... especially in winter.
Sent to the backporch.
It was an unheated, uninsulated enclosure where we keep wood and where the dogs slept. I would be kicked outwithout benefit of mittans, jacket or shoes and left there until my mother had chilled and I was completely frozen.
Oh, it was effective. I was calm upon being let back in, as I was often so cold I could only hunker down and shiver warmth back into my bones while my extremities burned from the temperature change.
Sometimes I wondered if I hadn't been completely forgotten and would huddle with the dogs sharing their warmth. Although if caught garnering comfort from the dogs ... let's just say this did not go over well.
Anyway, when I was frozen out of the site I felt like that kid again, huddled in the corner with the dogs, knowing I was close to the heat but unable to access it until the ogre relented. This was abusive and I didn't much like it.
I am working on a letter to Dr.Phil to bring to his attention the bullying by this staff person, will be asking for clarification and pending a reply will likely be rather subdued.
That is how I feel. I'm sorry.
I don't believe Dr.Phil wishes perpertrate abuse on anyone ... and there is a large risk I will find no solice from him on this matter ... in which case ... who knows ... when I left home I vowed to never go back and have maintained my promise to myself.
Guess I'm pure evil

Don't you dare leave. Just so you know that most of us here can get a posse together at a moments notice. Well mind you JP is heading off to Hawaii so she might not want to ride her pony.
So....this is just a warning...this time. Don't you dare leave.
Not sure why your post got deleted....oh well....re post it if you can. As far as I can remember you had clothes on in the photo....maybe you could post a naked photo for us....who knows that may just make the cut and be posted forever...lol.
P.S.
Love your pussy....cat!!!!!