Quote From: donna83I dont even know her last name much less what her email is, i have questioned him about not bein single a few times and he got kinda mad and said that he is as single as they come.
It's not that im bored actually just lonely i should say, i never have been in a relationship the guys i've met always wanted something else instead it was basically sex with most of them except for a few.
I work full time and will be going to school in the fall to take some classes, but i generally stay home not hanging out with anyone cause i don't have any friends technically here, im shy and have a hard time connecting with others. Every once in awhile i go down to chicago suburbs to see my friend.
All of the things he wants me to do doesnt sound actually exciting, but i don't wanna get rid of him either. He likes the hard core stuff it seems and its not my thing, but im still pretty much going along with it. I guess he has never done any hard core stuff during sex cause i have asked him before.
We talked last night and we got into this conversation
He says " im going to eat a girl out and love it "
i said why? the taste would be horrible, it would make me sick, it makes me sick just thinking about it.
He says " i will be fucking you when u do it " i say So, then he goes u will love it and maybe she will want you as her slut also
I say " u can't make me love something that i never done and never had interest doin in first place
his response " u will for me"
that would make me bi if i were to be her slut and i wont be another chics sluts thats worse than being yours, all he said to that was ok
i say being yours is one thing, but being a slut to a chic thats just gross and im not goin bi
he responds " my goal is to make u not care"
i ask why? as long ur with me u should do what ur master tells u
i ask what even doing degrading stuff? he says im not going that far
well i dont know everything that u have in mind, he says " truth"
nothing in public, dont worry about that he says dont worry about what i ask
y is it yr goal to make me not care? cause i want my lil slut to be obedient
i say "i am to other guys, but u have higher standards "
he responds total control... lol
i was just talking and seeing what his responses were, but i thought they were idk what wanna call it. he gets into this way sometimes when we chat, i dont know if its a mood or what. He doesnt talk like that all of time maybe cause it doesnt come up, idk i find it kinda disturbing.
He has asked me a few times if i would get my nipples pierced i told him no, but then he goes
if we dated, what if i bought one of them, if i would, would you?
Have you met this guy yet, or has it been all online? When does he move closer? I think that you might be happier if you spend more time studying when school starts, along with making some real-life friends at the school. You're bored, right? Going to school should help with that.
I don't know what else to say about this guy. The longer you are with him, the more controlling he will be. Do you really want to be with someone like that? You said he'd be going to school, too, right? The same school?
