You guys might remember me:) I hope so. I'm sorry i dropped off the face of the earth.
I was reading some of my old posts...i was down to 182....182!
I am now at last check 282. Probably more but i don't want to know..
I hope some of you newer guys don't mind that I don't have 200 or more to lose.
I have only myself to blame for the weight...my reactions to emotional abuse, divorce, forclosure...but I fought my way into a new life, My own apartment, a great job-I got my Massage Therapy license and i work fo a chiropractor and make GOOD money-I LOVE LOVE LOVE my job. I am good at it and take a lot of pride in it:)
To make it all even nuttier, i'm back with the guy...but not ABOUT to remarry him any time soon.
I have The nicest forearms now...lol, and some of my weight is muscle,.....I have been this heavy before but i was a larger size then. but honestly I am starting to have hip and knee probs and BP probs (dr wants me on meds but i took myself off, bottom number stays near 90) and i feel sooo BBLAAH and hardly any of my clothes fit or look right. I am starting to huff and puff when i go up and down stairs...i have been to the "promised land" and i miss it soo soo much! i'm looking forward to finding it again, hopefully for good!!
Once again i am requiring more of myself...
So how are you guys?