DEB, I saw where you asked me how things have been going for me on the other board. I'm sorry that it has taken me so long to get back to you and thank you so much for asking about me, things have been going good. I think (I hope and pray) that my brother is finally done with his drinking binge. His wife is pregnant and I think it kind of kicked in that he needs to take care of business. I'm just not sure why it hasn't kicked in before now, since he does have a 5 year old. My brother reminds me so much of my dad that it scares me!!!!!
I've been working on living peacefully. I know how it sounds but since my dad's death, I don't feel the need to constantly look over my shoulder. I wish things could have been better but the fact is, they weren't and there was nothing else left for me to do. I'm, in no way, glad that my dad died, and I miss the man that he sometimes was. I just wish we could have seen THAT man a lot more often. But you know, everything happens for a reason. It will be a year in September and I still cry when I think of him, I miss ONE or TWO of his personalities very much.
I'm so used to living in complete chaos that I'm not sure how to live in peace but, that is my goal. Simplifying my life so that I can live in peace before I go to R.I.P. I want to strip down to the basics, move to the country, live off of the land (within reason). Maybe raise a couple of cows, a few chickens, and have a huge garden. Heck you never know I might even make a few dollars selling some organic produce, and a few house plants. Well it's a thought.
Another thing is, My husband and I both quit smoking, we haven't smoked since March 3rd. Well I haven't lol but he has recently confessed that he smoked and chewed a few times after that. He said he now has NO interest in smoking or chewing. I am so proud of him because he never even tried to quit before now. He's also looking forward to living the simple life and enjoys "Mother Earth News" magazine so I finally bought a subscription for him. I can't think of much more right now, my kids are getting impatient with me lol. I guess I've been on here too long for their tastes.
Will, I checked out that site, walking man, and I wonder how long it will take for him to come to this area. I would also like to see him. Get better soon, I think of you just about every day, you may not know it but you inspire me to do better.
HI Greg, your idea sounds great, I look forward to seeing your progress. It sounds like a fun project and time consuming project. I don't have a digital camera yet but now you make me want to go out and get one.
I will talk to y'all later, I'll be around but I won't be talking very much for awhile.
Autumn