Hi I do realise, that my issue isn't normal, in fact someone could call it advantage better start in the beginning. I used to be fat as a kid and I had very low self esteem. the reason I ate was the frustration and suffering I had because i have asperger. More I went out the more I ate. I suffered from human poisoning, and there were no cure in sight. Anyway I ate and ate and ate. I hated myself and I thought this is just the way it is. then a miracle happened. I was unemployed for six months and I stopped gorging my self. One day I just stopped. I lost weight and well here comes my problem. I look hot. No, really hot.
Uhh, I went to our mid-summer party and I got asked out four times on the way. I hit the dance floor and I m not just a dancing queen, I'm the empress, all the other girls look bad compared to me.
Before I go any further, the is some things you should know
fact. my ears are more sensitive than average humans, and that's why I get pure endorphins from music, just imagine the buzz you get after exercise and multiply with hundred. I like to call it white light, and I can do anything to get it. therefore i don't need drugs or alcohol. ever.
because my sensitive hearing I can choose a breeding partner a lot easier than any NT girl. I choose by vocals and vocals alone. actor Alan Rickman is a good example, I call him ultimate perfection.
I don't go for altos or tenors. ever.
The way I dance.. you have never seen anything like it. I'm in the same level as christina, beyonce and j-lo. Every man in the club wanted me and all the women hated my guts. I had great time
when I walked home I got propositioned, followed and someone asked for my hand too. I... its not that I didn't have fun, its that... I didn't like it
Iam twenty six year old virgin, and I finally like myself
