Quote From: tray00A run down of the past...One year ago, I came to this board. This board encouraged me to think about quitting. I did quit for 3 weeks. The silk meter helped as well as the web sites of the pictures. I went to a birthday party where a couple of the mothers went out for a cigarette, I did not go. However when I got home I sat on my front step and had a smoke. I thought I could just have one. The next day I thought I will just have one, and by Monday I was a full smoker again. I have been saying ever since that I am going to quit again....soon. That hasn't happened yet.  
 
Over the past few weeks I have been really thinking about quitting again. I have noticed that I am really depressed. I am wondering if it is because of the thoughts in my mind about quitting.  
 
I am going to start the Welbutrin again. (Monday) I am sure that will take the edge off my grumpiness and feelings of being sad. I say to myself that I will never ever again have another smoke and I feel like crying. That is so scary to think I my best friend will be leaving my life. I also have the nico inhaler and gum.  
 
Has anyone ever taken all three of those to help? I don't know it I will need the inhaler or the gum, but it is thier if I need it.  
 
I havent' had a chance to catch up in the messages since I was last on, but I will skim them. I have not set an exact date but will be doing that soon as well.  
 
I wish everyone sucess! 
 
take care and talk with you soon! 
 
Tray 
Hi Tray,
It's been a while, so glad your thinking about the board again. You asked if anybody had all three, gum, inhaler and the wellbrtrin, I did !!!! I know for a fact with the help of the board that is what helped me quit. It's like fighting a war (really hate to compare to a war, never have been in the military). The wellbrutrin really took the edge off, we tend to get so tense at times. The inhaler for when you need little bit of a habit between your fingers. And the gum, to give you that extra gush of nicotine, when you think your insides are going to turn around on you. That will pretty well help you in the physical department, the emotional one is to keep really busy and post often on the board.
The depression part you are talking about sounds like you not wanting to let go of your nicotine friend. That babe has been there for you, taking you away from life one breath at a time. Don't mean to sound so harsh, but Tray you can do it !!!!! Good to hear from you.
Linda
Eleven months, one week, one day, 10 hours, 28 minutes and 23 seconds. 8290 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,566.90. Life saved: 4 weeks, 18 hours, 50 minutes.