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September 5, 2005, 11:06 am PDT

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I apologize in advance to my readers who subscribed to this newsletter for cruise news and deals only-—you may wish to skip straight to the bottom. I want to begin today with what is happening here in Houston, in the aftermath of Hurricane Katrina.  

It's 4:45 a.m. on Friday, September 2nd, and tension is rising at the Astrodome in Houston.  

The governor of Texas and the mayor of Houston have opened the Astrodome to evacuees from Louisiana. The enormous ground level of the Astrodome has already filled to absolute capacity with thousands of small cots, and every one is taken. There are not enough to go around, and some hold mother and child or two children. Many others sleep on blankets in the hallways that ring every level of the dome, and hundreds more try to sleep in the hard wooden chairs meant to house sports fans for three hours at a time.  

Against this surreal backdrop, a lonely figure trudges the uneven aisles holding a cardboard sign aloft with the names of loved ones who are missing.  

Our small group of volunteers has just arrived to help serve breakfast in the Astrodome, but we quickly learn that the plan has changed. For the safety of the untold thousands already here, the fire marshal has closed the Astrodome to more refugees, but the evacuation is chaotic, and the buses just keep coming.  

"All those buses still have people on them," someone with a walkie-talkie tells us, pointing to a line of darkened motor coaches stretching out of sight around the dome. "We're opening Reliant Arena (a separate building nearby), but the situation there is tense. We need you over there."  

We load tables and supplies into two trucks and walk from the Astrodome to Reliant Arena, where we pass an impromptu medical "clinic" filled with sick and injured evacuees and bleary-eyed doctors, nurses, paramedics and police officers.  

On the far side of the building, we arrive at a room where we will serve breakfast, and through a long wall of glass, we get our first glimpse of the new arrivals outside. Standing ten deep, in lines that run the length of our large room and stretch out of sight, these are the first who arrived after the Astrodome’s closing. Out there in the darkness, thousands more are still in their buses. No one on this side of the glass knows what they have already endured to get here. Many have spent the prior four days in the sweltering heat and stench of the Superdome, the closest thing to hell on earth.  

Now they have heard that the Astrodome is full and do not know whether they will be allowed to stay or be bused to another city, or to another state. They are at their wits' end. Tempers have flared, emotions are high.  

Within an hour we are ready to serve and the doors are opened. As evacuees enter the building, their identities are recorded, and they proceed immediately to our three serving lines for their first hot meal in days: two waffles, two sausage patties, one pat of butter, one serving of syrup, one box of juice and one big spoonful of grits.  

During the next five hours the line moves continuously. Word filters in that Houston has opened its convention center to evacuees as well, and some of the volunteers leave our building and the Astrodome to help out downtown. Hundreds of other volunteers pour in to replace them, including at least 25 travel counselors and the top management from Vacations To Go.  

I've never volunteered in such an enormous operation coming together on the fly, but I have only good things to say about the supervisor from food service company Aramark, and the people I could not see behind the scenes. We knew the folks on the other side of the glass were desperately hungry, and we worried among ourselves whether the food would last. None of us knew how much food there was, or how many waited outside, but we did know that no one had expected this huge new group for breakfast. We ran out of some things, for a while, but we never ran out of everything at the same time, and the food line never stopped.  

By 11:15, every one of our neighbors from New Orleans had entered the facility and received a hot meal.  

I will not soon forget the faces of the people as they came through the line. Many were dazed or grieving, and some still wore the clothes they had on when Katrina struck. Some wore bandages and struggled to hold their plates steady. Others tried to smile, and made a point of expressing their gratitude and shaking our hands in the midst of having lost everything.  

The little old ladies, with their sugary Nawlins drawls of "Thank you, darlin'," were truly a sign of Amazing Grace.  

But this was just the first meal of the day, in the first week of the first month that evacuees will need help. It’s a scenario that is playing out across Texas, Louisiana, Mississippi, Alabama and Florida.  

The Deep South is in trouble, and the need is as wide and as deep as the Mississippi 

Your post... I don't know what to say about this anymore other than I dropped a mear 20 bux in a donation bucket the other day. 

  

That 20 was my "allowance" for the week but I do not NEED anything. I have all the things those people lost. 

  

Our community is holding a donation drop for clothing and food, supplies. I went through each of the bedrooms and grabbed clothes that we may not fit in, wear, or just have been hanging because we have too much. 

I grabbed diapers that Logan no longer wears. Now I will go clean out the pantry. I am giving stuff that I but because it was on sale. I always load up on canned veggies and such when its on sale. 

  

Well if I can help a few people today I will feel good inside. 

Instead of talking about it, I am doing something. 

  

Hope everyone gives a little today and help OUR people. 

  

Many of these people will no doubt be affected by post traumatic stress disorder. I hope they have proper professionals to help them. 

  

  

 
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September 6, 2005, 7:20 am PDT

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Good Morning............... 

  

Wanted to say hi........... 

  

I guess you have lot's of wisdom, as now the phrase we always have used is kinda popular it seems....gosh you are sooo smart. 

  

If you are on I'll catch ya on tha flip side!!! 

 
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September 6, 2005, 7:48 am PDT

hey lady

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Good Morning............... 

  

Wanted to say hi........... 

  

I guess you have lot's of wisdom, as now the phrase we always have used is kinda popular it seems....gosh you are sooo smart. 

  

If you are on I'll catch ya on tha flip side!!! 

I am here 

I am working on postage for my stuff  

  

So I am back and forth. 

Someone has to fund RYans toy so I guess it be me. 

  

 
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September 6, 2005, 8:47 pm PDT

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Good Morning............... 

  

Wanted to say hi........... 

  

I guess you have lot's of wisdom, as now the phrase we always have used is kinda popular it seems....gosh you are sooo smart. 

  

If you are on I'll catch ya on tha flip side!!! 

On second thought. 

  

The filp side isn't looking so hot right now. It may never be. 

  

Later 

Jen 

 
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September 7, 2005, 8:11 am PDT

Bipolar Support Group

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I thought I would bring this back to page 1, for those who might have missed it. They can also try: Bipolar.com/, for even more information. Great Job Dudette. Have a good one, TTFN, GB. Lorrie

                                                            



 

Hi,   

   

I am relatively new to the message boards.  I have not been on this board before.  My wife and daughter both suffered from manic depression (Bipolar Disorder)  and my son has just recovered from generalized anxiety disorder after suffering for over 40 years.  I have studied both mental illness and anxiety treatments for over 5 years attempting to weed out fact from fiction with regard to treatment options.  I believe I have solved the anxiety mystery, but have a lot of questions about bipolar disorder treatment.   I would like to set up an on-line support group for people suffering from anxiety disorders and mental illness.  I have attended local support groups for both bipolar disorder and anxiety disorders and have found them very helpful.  If interested e-mail me at: rowdens@shaw.ca     Pat (User name pinetree)  

 
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September 7, 2005, 8:43 pm PDT

On-line support group

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Hi,   

   

I am relatively new to the message boards.  I have not been on this board before.  My wife and daughter both suffered from manic depression (Bipolar Disorder)  and my son has just recovered from generalized anxiety disorder after suffering for over 40 years.  I have studied both mental illness and anxiety treatments for over 5 years attempting to weed out fact from fiction with regard to treatment options.  I believe I have solved the anxiety mystery, but have a lot of questions about bipolar disorder treatment.   I would like to set up an on-line support group for people suffering from anxiety disorders and mental illness.  I have attended local support groups for both bipolar disorder and anxiety disorders and have found them very helpful.  If interested e-mail me at: rowdens@shaw.ca     Pat (User name pinetree)  

Hi Pat 

  

How exactly do you think an on-line support group would differ from this message board? Or do you just want something where you can call the shots? 

  

Anxiety often accompanies bipolar disorder, so if you have solved the anxiety mystery, why not share it here. 

  

Ted 

 
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September 8, 2005, 2:29 am PDT

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Hi Pat 

  

How exactly do you think an on-line support group would differ from this message board? Or do you just want something where you can call the shots? 

  

Anxiety often accompanies bipolar disorder, so if you have solved the anxiety mystery, why not share it here. 

  

Ted 

Hi Ted,   

   

There is a several reasons why I think an on-line support group could be different.   As I am a one finger typist I type very slow.  If I am to long in sending a message the program cuts me off and the message never goes through. I sent you a message just last night and this happened.  By e-mail I can take as long as I need.  I have a lot of info. saved on my computer and I can cut and paste this by e-mail. This does not work very well on this program.  There is private info. that people would not want to share on a public board.  I could go on but I expect this message is almost too long and won't go through if I take much longer.   

   

Pat  

 
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September 8, 2005, 5:52 pm PDT

Thanks Tammy

Hello there,   

I was just skimming over some of the messages and I saw you mentioned Migraines.  I have them on an average of 5 a week.  My neurologist said that this is also due to heredity as is bipolar disorder.  A lot of the meds I take help for both.  I do not work anymore.  I cannot function well enough to even finish a thought on most days.  I could go on and on, but I am sure that those of you who have this disorder and some of its gruesome sidebuddies (OCD, Anxiety Disorder, ADD, Dyslexia, Psychosis,...etc..) know exactly what I am saying.  I had an MRI of my brain last week and then the doctors office called me to make sure I had a follow-up appointment.  They would not tell me anything about the results.  I will not know until Monday.  The last one I had about 10 years ago showed lots of scar tissue on my brain, caused by the headaches.  The doc said if that is still the case, then I am at the ultimate risk for stroke and will have to start taking some more drugs.  He said that this condition alone is enough to keep me out on disability for the rest of my life.  I applied last year in June and am waiting for the decision on my first appeal.  They called me to let me know all the paperwork finally got turned in to them and it went to the adjudicators today.  I lost my job because of my illness.   

    

Anyhow enough boohoo for me, how selfish can I be? My problems are NOTHING compared to the hurricane survivors.  My daughter has a friend who lives in New Orleans and he went by boat, to get his grandmother and she was passed away in her attic.  They said that she suffocated from the heat. She was not strong enough to open a window.  What an awful thing for a young man to have to see.  He is 19.  It really shook up my daughter, but I told her that at least she went quietly and most likely in her sleep.  She did not drown nor was hit by debris from the tidal wave.  We want so badly to do something, but with just my husband working we cannot afford to send money and I don't have the space or means to offer living space.  The only thing I can offer are lots and lots of prayers and just as many tears.   

   

Here is me and my hubby, John, in July at his 30th high school reunion.  I used to hate getting my picture taken, but two years ago I had stomach bypass surgery and lost 210 pounds.  So I am a little braver now.  Anyhow, I am there with you with the headaches.  I have had migraines for 30ish years now.  I can sympathize more than you know.    

   

I think I have used up my allotted space! tee hee. Thanks again for your kind words.  And I agree, we must stick together.  Too many people out there (not to mention any names, but his initials are Tom Cruise) are complete morons when it comes to understanding exactly how PHYSICAL mental illness actually is.  That guy really p*$%)!!s me off!!!  Take care!! I have a diary online here, too, if you would like to read it.  I don't have a clue how to tell you to find it, but I did make it public. I talk about some of the choices I made when I was younger and that now I think I understand why I made them, as stupid as some of them were.  

   

Goodnight!  

Sandi  

 
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September 8, 2005, 6:08 pm PDT

Hi Sandi

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Hello there,   

I was just skimming over some of the messages and I saw you mentioned Migraines.  I have them on an average of 5 a week.  My neurologist said that this is also due to heredity as is bipolar disorder.  A lot of the meds I take help for both.  I do not work anymore.  I cannot function well enough to even finish a thought on most days.  I could go on and on, but I am sure that those of you who have this disorder and some of its gruesome sidebuddies (OCD, Anxiety Disorder, ADD, Dyslexia, Psychosis,...etc..) know exactly what I am saying.  I had an MRI of my brain last week and then the doctors office called me to make sure I had a follow-up appointment.  They would not tell me anything about the results.  I will not know until Monday.  The last one I had about 10 years ago showed lots of scar tissue on my brain, caused by the headaches.  The doc said if that is still the case, then I am at the ultimate risk for stroke and will have to start taking some more drugs.  He said that this condition alone is enough to keep me out on disability for the rest of my life.  I applied last year in June and am waiting for the decision on my first appeal.  They called me to let me know all the paperwork finally got turned in to them and it went to the adjudicators today.  I lost my job because of my illness.   

    

Anyhow enough boohoo for me, how selfish can I be? My problems are NOTHING compared to the hurricane survivors.  My daughter has a friend who lives in New Orleans and he went by boat, to get his grandmother and she was passed away in her attic.  They said that she suffocated from the heat. She was not strong enough to open a window.  What an awful thing for a young man to have to see.  He is 19.  It really shook up my daughter, but I told her that at least she went quietly and most likely in her sleep.  She did not drown nor was hit by debris from the tidal wave.  We want so badly to do something, but with just my husband working we cannot afford to send money and I don't have the space or means to offer living space.  The only thing I can offer are lots and lots of prayers and just as many tears.   

   

Here is me and my hubby, John, in July at his 30th high school reunion.  I used to hate getting my picture taken, but two years ago I had stomach bypass surgery and lost 210 pounds.  So I am a little braver now.  Anyhow, I am there with you with the headaches.  I have had migraines for 30ish years now.  I can sympathize more than you know.    

   

I think I have used up my allotted space! tee hee. Thanks again for your kind words.  And I agree, we must stick together.  Too many people out there (not to mention any names, but his initials are Tom Cruise) are complete morons when it comes to understanding exactly how PHYSICAL mental illness actually is.  That guy really p*$%)!!s me off!!!  Take care!! I have a diary online here, too, if you would like to read it.  I don't have a clue how to tell you to find it, but I did make it public. I talk about some of the choices I made when I was younger and that now I think I understand why I made them, as stupid as some of them were.  

   

Goodnight!  

Sandi  

Good to hear from you. 

  

Congrats on the weight loss. Amazing!!! 

  

I am going to a neurologist pretty soon for my head. I just have to have a babysitter and then I can go. 

  

I am glad I do not have them like i use to. But I have been seeing a chiropractor for over a year and it seems to have really helped. 

  

  

I sent a bunch of letters to paramount studios along with other parents of bipolar children. We never go t aresponse personally and even that made me mad but at least my word got out there. 

  

I too am very saddened by the hurricane news. I think they will be finding  a lot of people in attics who went up to try to get away from the water. 

It is so sad. 

  

Well I have to read more posts. 

Glad to see you again 

Tammy 

 
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September 8, 2005, 9:55 pm PDT

Lorrie

I am sending you an email, so keep your eyes open   :)) 

  

Later 

Jen 

 

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