Topic : Bipolar Disorder

I'll post a little longer.

Jack and I had to drive from the northeast to the south last week. We had multiple problems with the rental car-carrying trailer that attached to our rental truck, which caused us to be stranded twice, for 5 hours each time, in the lovely 90 degree humidity. I take things pretty much in stride, but I was really impressed with my BP Jack. He didn't snap or throw any of his fits. We were able to "make lemons out of lemonade" by killing the time with some strangers we met. We hung out with a friendly older couple, who let us wait for the emergency mechanic in their home at 10:00 at night. The guy was a retired Green Beret and a martial arts black belt. (Maybe this is why he wasn't hesitant to let strangers in his house!) We spent time looking at his medals and hearing his war stories. Then some bikers we met when we broke down in Alabama were planning on vacationing up where we live next week, so we were able to give them ideas for their trip. So while the trailer problems were a major hassle, it was pretty cool to connect with types of people outside our usual circles.

BEKA: Stay strong.  I know that in similar situations what has worked for me is keeping very, very busy, so I didn't have time to sit around and think too much. Also, the exposure to new people and things made me focus on the future, and helped me realize that there was a lot more to ME than my "old life."  Ever notice that when you strike up conversations with new people, they actually LISTEN and are interested? That's revitalizing too. You're a great girl, and you have a great future ahead. I actually was in your neck of the woods last week and briefly thought about looking you up, but didn't in case it would have freaked you out!

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Thanks Tammy

Hello everyone,

I am just stopping by to see how everyone is doing....hope all is well!

As for me I am doing ok! I missed my councelors appointment today. I seem to be a bit on the forgetful side. You know how it goes....you start to feel "Normal" and you begin to forget things like meds or important appointments!!!!!!!!!! I sooooooooooo wish that I could be fine without my meds....but it is impossible.

The weather here has been very depressing...lots of gloom and doom.

My parents went to see about building a house today. They have not come back as of yet. I can only hope and pray that they will be successful in their search as time is ticking on.

My dad seems to be getting under my skin lately. He is alway commenting on my weight and it hurts me so. As for my mom she is on my side. She bought some sort of diet patch for me, my son and her to try. But I have to read up on it first as I have to be careful due to the meds I take not to mention my heart.

I would like to be able to afford a desent pair of walking shoes....will just have to wait and see. I like to walk as it is the safest way to loose some of this weight.

Well I guess that is it for now. Don't know how often I will be on board as it gets to overwhelming with so many posts to catch up on.

Until then, God Bless,

Cranberry out!!!!!!!!!!

 Angel, how long have you been feeling high? I am worried you are starting a High Mania, Are you taking meds? Is there anyone with you to help? I really know that it starts out good...but then it is out of control...Please be careful. Lorrie

After writing a lost message.......in 3 seconds got erased by my cat rubbing against my hand which was on the mouse.....darn cat! :(

Anyhow....long story short.

Mother, 64 = bipolar

2 of her sisters on antidepression meds

1 sister showing signs of depression won't get help

3 of 4 brothers on psych meds (1 on antidepressants)

All 4 used drugs as teens

2 of them stopped heavy drug usage (1 still smokes marijuana occassionally).

1 maternal cousin on antidepression medications.

I fear that I will pass this illness to my kids.(been holding off having kids for 4 years). I fear for the happiness and stability of my marriage. I fear that I will also suffer from this illness. I have had some close calls of depression (once as a teen and another shortly after I had an abortion).

I know I need to go to a support group and maybe go to counseling. I DON'T want to resort to taking medications myself. I am trying to be consistent with an excercise routine (yoga, meditation, walking, anything) that will keep me healthy and happy.

Does anyone out there have the same problem and have any suggestions?

hi! i have not the foggiest what i am doing, or who to..

ok, beka, i can not find you or cran or em or storm. and as for all you newer members, sorry i am not posting personally, but i am here. and other oldies, i mean to enclude you, i just don't have you written in this time!

when you get to know me, i hope i am easy to understand.  i am easy to get along with , i think, and if i am not, i will be as soon as i can understand what you are speaking about. i have to read the post many time before i know what you are saying. so please be easy for me too! 

i just feel as if i am posting into the air here! do any others feel like that too?

are we in a ship that can not figure out just how to doct.

i wish i had a joke to tell. i love making other laugh. oh well! see you all soon, i don't get to post everyday anymore but i will get back asaic,

GBYA,

:)KIMMIE:)

Hi Kimmie,

 I always enjoy seeing you on the board & I know exactly what you mean about having to read the posts many times.