Topic : Childhood Sexual Abuse Support

Quote From: mbreaker

K idc if im talking to myself by now this is fine. But i also have friends who i gotta deal with there damn problems to. Where i have my friends come up to me and be like  i cut myself. And they show me. THEY SHOW ME THERE DAMN cut. My mind is messed up enough!!! and i need this. And i have to think should i tell some1 or not and then find out things more. I mean really i hang out with wrong people. I went from quiet n shy. to yelling at cars and flipping the finger. wlakin infront of cars bitchin and stuff and crying b/c things are so MESSED UP.

Quote From: kareno

its obvious things suck for you right now. been there i wish i could help. its hard to see what it is you need. let me know ill try to help. i know al the people get in the way. make time to let me know what you need.

Quote From: mbreaker

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 IM sick of being told to call 911 

 

 

 I CAN NOT CALL 911! IF MY FAMILY IS HOME AND STUFF! NO ONE GETS IT AND IM SICK OF THIS 

Quote From: mbreaker

Ok i need advice. Im 15 and i talk to a pychologist at school. Well he sucks. He doesnt seem to care. My friend agree's I tell him i cant wait til sept for another theropist. Im ready now. Not later. Now for help. Real help. I wasnt before when i had one. But now my mom wont let me get one she  says its useless b/c ill be getting one in sept in my new school( going to a new one because my problems are getting in the way of school but im not desiding of not going). I dont know what to do by now!!!

Quote From: mbreaker

I am so sick of everything to not even have support from my family. They suck. I hate it here. The person who sexually/phyically abused me IS STILL LiVING WITH ME!! AND I HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT. The pychoglist is like why dont u just forgive him and move on. Im thinking why dont you stfu and have him say sorry. Thank god the other person who sexually abused me moved away!. But the past haunts me. It caused me to many problems and im ready for help unlike before and there making me wait and i cant anymore. Not the way i am.

Quote From: nirenotrub

Thank you so much for your comments.  It felt good to release... My husband is only other to hear these things.. I cant even tell him half the things that happened. I will check into statute..  I am too scared to counseling, afraid might recall more than i want too. It probably needs to happen sooner than later...  God Bless You.

Quote From: mom32of2

   To Everyone,I wish you the best !!!! I am so grateful to have a place to visit on line that feels safe,a place that I feel I am around people who know exactly what I am going through and feel like we are one big happy family. I love each and every one of you and pray for you all everyday and night.There is no other place that I know of that I can receive the support I've needed(other than my husband and children) to help me through this long and winding road called healing.   

      Know that you are entitled to happiness,you are allowed to wake up and love yourself,allowed to embrace each day as a new day through new eyes and a loving heart, allowed to feel any feeling you feel,cry when you need to,hurt as you need to,scream when you want to........whatever it takes to let it all out and help to begin to let it go.You are in control.You are important.No one can take that from you! Be You!   I wish you all strength and peace in your hearts. May God Bless you all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

                                                             Your friend always,   

                                                               Michele(mom32of2)   

Quote From: mom32of2

       Dramamama,I'd like to thank you for your response and for the information.Yes,I am very much aware and am very cautious of the content and sites we visit on line.We also do not,ever ,allow our children on the computer for any reason at all.I have also read a few of your comments to responses that you gave to other people here and would like to say that you are such  a wonderful person.I mean that with all my heart.You have said alot of things that make so much sense and have been such an inspiration to me towards the long process of my healing.I hope you choose to visit often.Thank you for your words of kindness!You'll always have a friend here.May god Bless You!                      

Quote From: dramamama

kudos for you for seeking help...and seeking it quickly....a hotline was a wise choice....did they help you ?.....and you seem pretty clear in your thoughts.....if it is alright I will pray for you as you find healing....just know you are not alone.