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January 4, 2007, 2:50 am PST
OCD SUCKS THE LIFE OUTTA ME
Quote From: trooper I'm fairly new to the message board, so tonight i alone and decided to browse a little, then i came across the OCD, read some of the messages and froze dead in my tracks. All my life I've been tease a lot about how neat, how organized, how clean my house is and goes on and on. Well now i think i seriously belong here. Like a lot of you out there I cannot go to bed until everything in the house is right where it should be, every cupboards and closet is organized,everything is clean and smell fresh when you walk in. My friends always say i have a sickness, it never really bothers me, but sometime i wait till there gone to do my thing. My best friend always tell others how one day she saw me dust the light bulbs in the lamps, doesn't everybody do that? She always laughs at my " cleaning kit ", ( old toothbrushes, a little knife for cracks, toothpicks for very small things, scraper, about 10 other brushes of all kinds,......and more). If we a have a party at home I have to admit that it does take a lot out of me to sit down and relax i am so tempted to start cleaning while people are still here, I've been told a few times to just sit down. I can go on and on about what i do, but pretty much the same story as everyone else, i just don't know what to think right now, I'm surprised, excited, confused and then some. I always though it was the way i was raised that I'm like that, clean freak, that is my nick name. I never talked to my doctor about it, i didn't think it was a problem, sometimes it does interfere with my social life, but i don't think that much. Should i worry about it, should i talk to my doctor, no more teasing this is serious, i am so in shock I'm about to cry right now. Oh geez! Please anyone that does the same thing i do, please talk to me, I've heard of OCD before but never looked at myself as having one. ( it did cross my mind a little) Please someone what should i do?
Johanne Johanne its nice to meet you!! I can surely identify with you. Are you seeing a doctor for this? Also how long have you suffered?
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Robin
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