Happy Mother's day to ME!!!
My mother has throat cancer and she wants me to call her today,
I never knew my mother because she wasn't around to stay.
I have her telephone number and all I do is tap my fingers,
The feeling of HATE for her is all thats left and lingers.
She gave me up at birth, along with the rest of the crew,
Never was a good mother but heard she was a good screw!
She is gone in the head and violent from deep in her heart,
Set a man on fire and killed him and tore me apart.
First woman to kiss my lips was a mother at sight,
Last woman to see me before locking me away at night.
First woman to beat me to the ground at the age of 8,
First woman who taught me to fight and to hate.
My mother has throat cancer and all I want to do is smile,
She wants to talk to me for just a little while.
Where was she from 1 to 8 or from 8 to 10,
Where was she from 10-30....where was she then?
My mother wants my number and to know where I live,
My mother wants to talk to me and for me to forgive.
My mother is going into an operation- I may never hear her voice,
But what about ME- when I was a child and had no choice!
My mother is going to die and life will nolonger be an issue,
Oh Boo hoo to her, I won't cry at her funeral- I won't need a tissue!
My mother ruined my life and wonders why I never write or call,
Maybe because when I was little she never held me in my fall.
She never kiss my cheeks or rock me back and forth to sleep,
And now she wants to belly ache about her and weep.
Poor mother..mother of many things but who she is meant to be,
Mother of nothing and sure as hell not the mother of me.
