Topic : A Prayer Chain For All Prayers For All

Never underestimate the power of your actions.  With one small gesture you can change a person's life, for better or for worse.
God puts us all in each other's lives to impact one another in some way.  Look for God in others.
The best and most beautiful things cannot be seen or touched - they must be felt with the heart ~ Helen Keller
-        Happy moments, praise God.
-        Difficult moments, seek God.
-        Quiet moments, worship God.
-        Painful moments, trust God.
-        Every moment, thank God. 

I hope that you can see how beautiful you are Mar and that others love you...love yourself.  

Maybe you are wanting the mother you never really had and needed to be there for you and love you. Love that little girl inside you that needed that, your mother probably couldn't do that for her own reasons. But know that you are special!! 

 

mj

 

 

I pray in private and will include you as well. 

You were nice and included me in a post of yours 

on another board I don't post on, but read. 

I hope things get better of you too, and thank you 

for your prayers for me. 

  

mj 

  

I don't want you to find this out in any other way because I know how bad things can get twisted around and changed in posts...Dee is Mar. Mar is Dee. I am sorry everyone, I didn't want to lie to you so I felt that I should come on here and tell you the truth that I had to create a safety post name in order to try and keep in touch with some of you and keep myself at some kind of peace level. I am not sure if this will work since I let my identity slip somewhere else and hugely regret that but this place of prayer and love, well it seems different to me. Just maybe I am safe here. 

  

Mj & Sea you are such beautiful people and so caring why would I be anything but kind to you? I always pray for everyone that i have gotten to know here but some people have hurt me and scared me and although i know I sound like a child I just can't seem to handle that. I feel like this area gives me some kind of hope and peace which I never felt for real in other area. Forgive me I am so confused about everything here I just don't know where I should turn, who is real and who isn't but I think that you are great and that is for real. 

  

AngelMarry - I wish that you lived here and congregated over my church because I can see what an inspiring person you are as well. We have a leader in our church who reminds me of you, or vice versa and I felt so comforted by her counseling as I can see people are here. Your post was just beautiful and so inspiring. Thank you. 

  

I am sorry I hid my identity from you as you can see i couldn't keep it up for long! I am such an open book! LOL! But I want to say sorry and thank you to you because the day after I posted you my mother called me and I picked up the phone and we talked for over an hour. There were tears but good feelings of relief to be together somehow again. I still need to mend things with my oldest sister who at times was a mom to me as well and with your help I feel like maybe I can accomplish that. Things are not great but I am starting to feel a little better and something I haven't felt in a long while-truly hopeful. 

  

God Bless You. 

Mar. 

I have to admit it is a bit confusing, and I wasn't sure 

how to deal with it. I do think you are a dear and I can 

see why, maybe, you would have to do this. I see 

things on these boards that are so upsetting to me 

and it hurts me to see others hurt. I have seen others 

that have different identities on these boards and it 

was just to play with others emotions, which I feel is 

wrong. I don't see you doing that, other than creating 

another and not being upfront at first, but can understand. 

  

WE had such heart wrenching emotional moments with 

another poster somewhere else and to find that they tried  

to come off as someone totally different, just makes me 

cautious about others. I am real, I am me :). Like me or 

not I am for real. I accept your apology, Mar, Bless you in 

your struggles. Glad that you got things worked out with 

your mother, they are important people in our lives. 

  

mj 

Oh my I had no idea and just posted link here over there... I should have known when Dee's posts were so uplifting like yours were from you yet I had not one clue. I just thought "Thank God Dee stopped by since we lost lovely Mar," I had noticed you were sounding better and I had noticed this was becoming a very healing place. I will no longer post link and just let people find us by way of divine destiny. I hope I haven't ruined for you Mar because you are as dear to me as you say MJ and I are to you. I was just sick I hadn't read this post first before my last posts on other board. I'd just been giving you your distance yet was so HAPPY to see you here each time you came. I am happy now except I feel I let you down and I apologize. Others already know about here and have been by but I don't think often. I think since God is here in our prayers that most will put God first. I'm so happy you spoke to your mom and will rejoice when things are mended with your sister. Since you are such an honest person, like me, maybe this is best. I think people will refrain from bothering you here in our little cyber house of prayer. I think you are safe. I have a candle lit with prayers praying your way to please forgive my not knowing what you just said. I understand you are a gentle soul like me. Thank you for being you as even as Dee you still shined through. You are a Godsend and a shining light to many. To me. I think this is still a safe Haven for God is still here in our prayers and I just lit a candle for us all. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS MAR. Praying blessings your ways. Hugs and prayers, SEA

  

Thank you so much! You have no idea how much it means to me. I was touched personally too by someone with two identifies but now I take things more cautiously. I never wanted to fool the people I cared about only was afraid that showing my face would attract the kind of attention I have been trying to escape. I posted here and got your honest responses and concern and that made me realize how important it was to come clean to all of you. Thank you for realizing that I only did this to stay protected for a while and also that I would never intentionally hurt anyone here. If I did I would be so ashamed of myself. 

  

I truly do feel like your prayers helped me. I really do!  

  

Thank you Mj. 

  

God Bless! Mar/Dee 

I have to say that I think you are great, and I really don't understand 

all the hurt and everything that goes on in some places. I hurt 

for those that are being hurt there. I am not good at confrontations, 

and stay away from that. So forgive me for not being there for you when 

I feel you needed that. This is a great board that you created and I 

don't want to disrespect that in any way. Just wanted you to know that 

I care about you and feel that things are not right in other places and wish 

that things could be better. You are a strong person and what you said 

to Dee was great, wish I was so eloquent with words. 

  

Have a great day!! 

  

mj 

  

I am not sure why you would think that you did. You and I will always be tight I think because we seem to have been through so much together over the last few years. I never wanted to go but each time I was attacked by someone I felt like I lost another little bit of myself. My husband said to me "you can't save everyone." "sometimes you have to just think of yourself and save yourself, and not take so many risks." He is right, but that part of me continued to try even though I was sure I would be burned. I received so many emails from someone who turned on me and felt justified in doing so, so many that G considered blocking them, but I told him not to so that I could be sure they were okay. 

  

I had such a public profile before in real life, and it scared me when I saw that someone recognized me here and that they knew such private things about me. I may be better overall, but still get so sad at times that I feel I really need this little place to keep in touch with the world but when I do in other area I get a mean post from other's saying 'well I guess she is too good for us." You know I am not like that but not everyone does think as we do. One thing that we have always had in common ( well we have many things don't we?) is our belief in God and the changes that follow. 

  

I told MJ how much I truly believe that your prayers helped me to put things in perspective. Mine eyes have been opened' as they say. I think I am safe too but also I should just remain away from the other areas unless I am Dee. She is who I always wanted to be, she is a better Mar a stronger Mar I think. 

  

Don't feel you let me down because you never did. I let all of you down by not admitting who I was from the beginning. Thank you for your forgiveness, and God bless you for creating this space.  

  

My clients are going to show up at the door any minute though so I will talk to you soon. 

Hugs and prayers to you to. 

Mar/Dee. 

 

You just keep forgetting it. 

 

Please take care and have a great day. 

 

Hugs and prayers Mardee