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Imagine hearing voices that don’t really exist, thinking lasers are shooting through your walls or believing that people are coming into your home through electrical outlets. For people with schizophrenia, these types of delusions and paranoia are part of daily life. Mary sees angels and demons and has even believed her husband was a demon in disguise. Then, Ann Marie and Tim would give anything to help their mother. She talks emphatically to people who aren’t there and speaks nonsense to her own children. Watch her erratic behavior captured on camera and find out whether her case is beyond treatment. Plus, two sisters, Melanie and Rachel, want to know if their minds could be ticking time bombs. Talk about the show here.

 

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November 26, 2005, 8:59 am PST

Close to Home !!

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AS A CARETAKER OF 2--YES, 2 SCHIZOPHRENICS--MY HUSBAND, 45YRS  AND SON, WHO IS 18YRS OLD---I HAVE SOME 27 YEARS OF EXPERIENCE OF DEALING WITH IT ON A PERSONAL BASIS.  MY HUSBAND HAD SYMPTOMS WHEN WE FIRST MARRIED--BUT IT WENT FULL BLOWN WHEN HE WAS HURT IN AN INDURSTRIAL ACCIDENT 23 YEARS AGO AND LOST HIS HANDS.  IT WAS 8 YEARS LATER THAT HE FINALLY SOUGHT HELP AND WE FOUND OUT WHAT WAS CAUSING HIS PROBLEMS.  THE MENTAL HEALTH SYSTEM NEEDS A BIG OVERHAUL--THERE ARE ALOT OF QUACKS OUT THERE AND I'M SURE WE'VE MET A GOOD HALF OF THEM.  RIGHT NOW WE HAVE FOUND AN EXCELLENT PHSYCHIATRIST WHO LETS ME PAY HIM OUT FOR DAVID'S APPTS.   WE FILE THRU THE DRUG COMPANIES FOR PATIENT ASSISTANCE FOR HIS MEDS (NEEDYMEDS.COM IS A GOOD RESOURCE FOR FORMS TO GET MEDS FROM THE DRUG COMPANIES   AS IS RXOUTREACH.COM--RX OUTREACH ONLY COVERS A FEW MEDS--BUT, WHAT THEY COVER HELPS IF YOU DON'T HAVE INSURANCE) 

  

ANYWAY, IN MY EXPERIENCE--IT'S BETTER WITH MEDS THAN WITHOUT.  THE NEW ATYPICALS TARGET THE PROBLEM RATHER THAN TRANQUILIZING---MY HUSBAND IS ON ABILIFY, WITH ZOLOFT AND ATIVAN--AND YES, ATIVAN IS ADDICTIVE IN A SENSE THAT IT CAN TAKE 2-3 WEEKS TO WITHDRAW FROM IT---BUT, QUALITY OF LIFE IS IMPORTANT-- MORE IMPORTANT TO US THAN WHEN AND IF HE MUST GO OFF OF IT.   MY SON IS ON RISPERDAL, PROZAC, TOPAMAX (HE IS SCHIZO-AFFECTIVE--SO WE GET THE BI-POLAR MOOD SWINGS) AND ATIVAN. 

WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK AGAIN--BUT, RIGHT NOW BOTH ARE FAIRLY STABLE---BELIEVE ME FAIRLY STABLE IS A GOOD PLACE TO BE. 

  

THERE WAS A GOOD REPORT ON INVESTIGATIVE REPORTS ON SCHIZOPHRENIA A FEW YRS BACK THAT GAVE ALOT OF GOOD INFO.  FOR FRIENDS AND FAMILY.  ALSO, A BOOK I FOUND HELPFUL WAS " SURVIVING SCHIZOPHRENIA".    

  

JUST LIKE THERE ARE VARYING TYPES AND DEGREES OF CANCER --OR ANY ILLNESS , FOR THAT MATTER-(UNFORTUANATELY--WE KNOW MORE ABOUT CANCER THAN WE WANTED TO---MY OLDEST SON JUST HAD A BOUT WIHT EWING'S SARCOMA )-IT'S THE SAME FOR SCHIZOPHRENIA AND OTHER TYPES OF MENTAL ILLNESS.  THERE ARE ALSO MANY DOCTORS, COPING MECHANISMS AND TREATMENTS OUT THERE---NO ONE TREATMENT IS NECESSARILY RIGHT OR WRONG---EACH INDIVIDUAL HAS TO CHOOSE --OR IN THE CASE OF SOMEONE WHO IS INCAPABLE OF MAKING A CHOICE--THE PERSON'S FAMILY OR FRIENDS HAVE TO MAKE SOME HARD CHOICES ABOUT WHAT IS RIGHT FOR THEM.. 

  

IT TOOK UNTIL THE LAST 6 YEARS FOR MY HUSBAND TO BECOME "HIMSELF" AGAIN--NUMEROUS MEDS, NUMEROUS DOCTORS, HOSPITALIZATIONS AND ALOT OF TEARS. 

BUT, ABILIFY WORKS FOR HIM.  HE IS MORE THE MAN I MARRIED NOW, THAN HE HAS BEEN IN YEARS.  NEW MEDICATIONS ARE BEING DEVELOPED EVERY DAY FOR MENTAL ILLNESS, SO DON'T LOSE HOPE.   

  

FOR THOSE CARING FOR SOMEONE ELSE--LISTEN TO YOUR INTUITION---I'VE FOUND THAT I START FEELING UNEASY LONG BEFORE MY BRAIN FIGURES OUT WHAT IS CAUSING IT---EVIDENTLY I PICK UP SUB-CONSCIOUSLY ON THEIR SYMPTOMS THAT WE ARE ABOUT TO SLIDE BACKWARDS AND NEED TO DO SOMETHING---I'VE LEARNED TO PAY ATTENTION TO THAT FEELING --YOU CAN WARD OFF ALOT OF PROBLEMS BY  CATCHING AN EPISODE EARLY 

AND DOING SOME ADJUSTING--EITHER IN MEDS OR ENVIRONMENT.  MOST SCHIZOPRENICS NEED ROUTINE--THEY DON'T LIKE CHANGE---THEY NEED TO KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT AND NEED A CALM ENVIRONMENT.  THIS GOES A LONG WAY IN HELPING TO KEEP STABILITY. 

  

ARM YOURSELVES WITH INFORMATION--THEN CONSIDER WHAT WILL WORK BEST FOR YOUR SITUATION--THEN BE A BULLDOG, IF NECESSARY TO GET WHAT'S NEEDED.  IN OKLAHOMA, ANY DOCTOR CAN PRESCRIBE PSYCOTROPIC MEDS  ---AND MANY DR.S ARE HAVING TO TAKE CARE OF MENTAL ILLNESS DUE TO A SHORTAGE OF DECENT PSYCHATRISTS---A CARING PHYSICIAN WHO IS WILLING TO WORK WITH YOU GOES A LONG WAYS IN HELPING--PLUS DON'T FORGET THE ASSISTANCE PROGRAMS THE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES HAVE-=-THEY'VE BEEN A LIFELINE FOR US. 

  

BLESSINGS AND PEACE TO ALL--HOPE MY RAMBLING HAS HELPED SOME. 

IF I CAN HELP OR IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS  E-MAIL ME AT  adamsfam@texhoma.net with schizophrenia as the topic. Try to keep a sense of humor--remember, there's nothing wrong with being crazy---it's just an alternative lifestyle!!!!  that's our motto anyway.   

  

R. Adams 

Hello, 

  

     my name is Anna and read your message in detail.  We surely have lots in common.  A husband and a 24yr old son.  Battling with this illness.  I have replied to the two messages above you, so if you go into the messages you will see my story.  For the person CHURCH ONE I think went into more details, and than second person a little more.  BUT YOUR STORY REALLY IS VERY CLOSE TO HOME.  I will be emailing you sometime soon.  Anyways my name on the website is italiana13 and my email is inspiration13@rogers.com.  thanks for taking the time.  Anna (Toronto, Ontario) 

Ciao for now:)) 

 
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November 26, 2005, 9:18 am PST

What is PTSD??

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I have schizoaffect disorder.  I am bipolar.  I have PTSD.  I take enough medicine to choke a horse & I don't particularly like to.  But I don't understand why whenever I see or read something about mental illness it's always so negative.  Don't get me wrong, it's bad!  I'm sick.  Lots of people are.  I know that & I understand that.  There are seasons of time that are absolutly horrid.  But if I can't laugh at myself, then life is not worth living.  I hear voices.  They say lots of things that I know are wrong & bad... well, sometimes I know that they are wrong & bad.  But, I'm never alone am I?  I'm never bored, am I?  It just makes me several of the nicest people you will ever know.  My voices one person, and me another person.  I don't like taking the medicine just like lots of people, but it the trail mix I need for my journey.  I have a long & discouraging story just like everyone & we all feel the need to share at some time.  We all need a safe place to share & that's great!  I just want people (the boring 'normal' ones) to know that it's not all bad,  for all people,  all the time,  which seems to be the message that is being sent out.  I am a blessed child of God just the way I am.  Sure, I got questions when I get to Glory...but who doesn't?

Hi there 

  

    my name is Anna aka italiana13 on the website here.  I am new and also have such a complicated life and story of my own on mental illness.  It is nice to have read the message you posted.  I don't know anymore what my son has.  It is so confusing.  I have replied to the first three above yours and now came to you.  I could not resist but to know what PTSD is.  First am told my son has Manic with psychosis and second doctor said he does not put labels on patients.  It is so very frustrating.  It is bad enough dealing with the illness of loved ones around me and my own disabilites which have in more details if you go to my name italiana13.  Even if you want to check my response to the messengers above you and all I said to them.  I get discouraged sometimes so try to keep busy.  I started just watching the Dr. Phil show and went to his website.  Am glad am meeting and getting to know so many people here.  At least we all have something in common and no one pushes us away.  We are all here for each other.  thanks a million and stay intouch.  anna cci (toronto, ontario)  my email is inspiration13@rogers.com 

  

hope to hear back !! 

xoxo 

have a wonderful day ******  

  

    p.s.  forgot to mention my son takes lots of meds but functions better and when he goes off, watch out!!!!!!    Wellbutrin SR, Valperic acid, Zyprexa, and clonazpam.  Not sure if too much or dosages are??  wellbutrin 150mg x2, valperic acid 500mg x2, Zyprexa 10mg x2, and clonazpam .05mgx3............... 

 
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November 26, 2005, 10:05 am PST

Thats just it...

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Tompain, I know you mean well but I think you are needlessly worrying a lot of people. ALL drugs have side-effects from aspirin to zyprexa. The question to ask yourself is whether or not the rare side effects are worse than the disease. ------ You could go to a diabetic's website and talk endlessly about how insulin can cause blindness but it wouldn't be helpful Severe diabetics must take insulin to live. People with schizophrenia must take medications to live a half-way decent life. ----Tom you are wrong to compare anti-psychotics with frontal lumbotomy. That's like comparing athlete's foot ointment with foot amputation. One is a medicine and one is an operation.----You are wrong to imply that Dr, Torrey is on your side. Dr. Torrey has had his own sister hospitalized for her own protection and she now takes regular medication. He is firmly in favor of changing laws so that family members can seek and demand hospitalization for their ill loved ones. His site is psychlaws.org.---I would like to second the warning about street drugs. My son was not at any known risk for mental illness when he tried marijuana, yet he is certain that it caused his schizophrenia; he actually felt it happen. There is more evidence all the time that this can happen; 80% of all young schizophrenics say that they have used marijuana.

"The question to ask yourself is whether or not the rare side effects are worse than the disease." 

  

It is not a disies it is a condition in the first place and there is absolutely no scientific evidence to suggest this condition is related to any chemicle imbalances. Certainly there is only one thing that everyone who knows anything about it does admiot is that it is agravated by stress. 

  

What is worse is that indeed the side affects for most people given these drugs are far worse than the symptoms. Not all, but most. The problem with that is the drug companies can't make enough profit having them prescribed to the 10% who actually need them and so advocate prescribing them to the other 90% who do not. 

 
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November 26, 2005, 10:31 am PST

IS PSYCHIATRY "RELIGIOUS" OR "SCIENTIFIC"?

According to Martin and Deidre Bobgan, two expert-scholars who have written many books on psychology, it is a myth that people experiencing mental-emotional-behavioral problems are "mentally ill". And it is a myth that psycho-therapy has a high record of success, that "professional psychological counseling" produces greater results than other forms of help such as that provided by family, friends, or pastors. 

  

In fact, in an attempt to evaluate the status of psychology, the American Psychological Association itself once published a seven volume study involving 80 eminent scholars to assess the facts, theories and methods of psychology, a study titled "Psychology: A Study Of Science." And the Director of this study, Sigmund Koch, noted that psychology is, basically, a fraud. He said: 

"The hope of a psychological science became indistinguishable from the fact of psychological science. The entire subsequent history of psychology can be seen as a ritualistic endeavor to emulate the forms of science in order to sustain the delusion that it already is a science --- Throughout psychology's history as ‘science,’ the hard knowledge it has deposited has been uniformly negative." 

  

In other words --- in this case the words of a psychologist himself --- psychology is a fake, a false, "pseudo-science" which the dictionary defines as "a system of theories, assumptions, and methods erroneously regarded as scientific." 

 
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November 26, 2005, 10:34 am PST

Schizophrenia or Spiritual Emergency

I am writing in reaction to Mary's story.  Mary you are probably have "the gift" and do not even know it.  Mary you have no protection and I experience similar phenomena as you do.  I am NOT schizophrenic but rather I have some psychic abilities.  You are probably naturally receptive to the spirit realm and it is real.  You are not imagining thing but rather you are tapping into another dimension that most people do not have access to at this point in their evolvement.  I see people's shadow side which I used to express as seeing demons in people.  It sounds like a spiritual emergency and speaking with a Reiki specialist or a spiritual healer could help you.  Possibly the human energy system known as the chakras is out of balance.  The root chakra could be blocked while the seventh chakra is blown open.  The veil between this world and that world is thin and some beings are able to reach down.  It is a gift what you are experiencing even though it seems like a curse right now.  Get spiritual help and spiritual protection.  Bless the beings.  It is natural to be scared but they can not hurt you.  You are being spiritually challenged.  It is like having a neighbor that is bothersome next door only they are in the spirit realm.  Some people believe schizophrenia is associated with fear during birth and a spirit body split.  It is like being in two realms at once but not in the body possibly.  Society greatly misunderstands the spiritual realm.  Many do not understand this phenomena but there is help.  I have voices of guidance and once you get the lower vibrations to stop bothering and get some protection it can be the gift it was meant to be.  Get help and feel free to respond.  Maybe you are just psychic and once you get some understanding less fearful beings will be attracted.  Everything you are experiencing is real and there are people out there that understand this phenomena and work with the spiritual realm.  There is hope.  It is a gift and experiences like these and teaching examples so others when ready are not afraid of the Truth.  Like a pschic, some see what is invisible to others.  The light is so bright.  Your story made me so sad because it reminded me of my experiences.  Drugs only suppress the problem.
 
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November 26, 2005, 10:43 am PST

Psychiatric Drugs

Psychiatric drugs are no different and follow the same approach and line of thinking. Thorazine was used in mental hospitals in the 50's to handle the same psychotics, violent criminals and schizophrenics. Again, the subject of psychology had completely failed at investigating and solving the problems which mind's have, so they forgot about it, and continued applying force as their only solution. Overwhelming the patient was and still is the only thing which creates any effect on the patient - euphemistically called a "cure". Thorazine was called the "chemical lobotomy" because the effects were similar to the brain surgery techniques - quiet, aimless, drooling patients. The psychiatrists themselves coined the term, the "thorazine shuffle", which denoted the feet-dragging of the patients following their state of drug-induced oblivion. The effects were often permanent and caused obvious brain damage. But again, heh, the patient was "better". He didn't rant, scream, run around crazily or ramble on anymore. Usually he wasn't even "there" anymore - his personality was shattered. This was another of psychiatry's "brilliant" solutions to certain of man's problems. And as usual, they had no idea how the drug even "worked". They ignore the mind, believe it not to exist, and destroy it in the process. And some people call this "science" . . .  

The problem psychiatry and the drug companies had was how to get involved in and profit from the general public. Up to then they were primarily involved in state mental hospitals and severe conditions of violent criminals and psychosis. They came up with the concept of "mental health" and slowly crept into every aspect of modern society. This involved years of PR campaigns, funding colleges and universities with attractive grants, and developing a seemingly logical "science". The "science" didn't develop as a natural evolution of man's search for knowledge. It developed only from profit motivation, and to hell with everything else.   

Every single drug which psychiatry has "developed" has been a complete experiment on human beings. To this day they have no idea how or why drugs have the effects they do. The drugs ALL have numerous harmful side-effects including violence, suicide, anxiety, sweating, rashes, memory dysfunction, cognitive impairment, emotional numbing and nervousness, to name a few. Their only suggestion is, "discontinue the drug if you experience any of these symptoms to a marked degree". They have no idea who will react adversely or to what degree. They simply don't know. This is a "science"? No, this is a farce. Legitimate "science" enables prediction - when it comes to psychiatric drug side-effects it's largely a matter of guessing - "give it a try, hope for the best, and let's see what happens". This is not "science".  

The way research is done is as follows. They examine the chemical compound of other earlier drugs, and play around with the formulas coming up with new variations. They give them new and fancy names like Xanax, Prozac and Haldol. They even sound "scientific". They must come up with new formulations because once a patent expires, the formula can be used by anyone, and the possibility of large profits disappears. So they need to develop new slight variations which can be patented. They then test them on animals first to see if they "calm", "sedate" and "control" behavior. Do you actually think they ask the animals, "do you feel happy", "is life easier to handle now", "how is your memory", "do you feel more in control", or "do you feel more able to achieve your goals"? They observe and deal ONLY with animal behavior, and that's ALL they also ever aim at addressing in humans - behavior.   

Once this is determined they test them on humans. Realize they have never had the slightest understanding of how the drugs "work" or do what they do. It's all speculation, guessing, theories and wishful thinking. They continue their "research" in this manner in the purported attempt to find the "perfect drug" that is non-addictive with no side-effects. This entirely barbaric and "unscientific" methodology is presented as "science" by "highly educated" pharmaceutical experts and psychiatrists. It's a total sham. Sure, they have nice medical buildings, expensive equipment, wear new lab coats, and seem very knowledgeable. They act very "professional", use complex nomenclature, and believe what they say. You need to look past the slick facade and confront the raw facts of what they actually are doing.   

They never can or will find any drug that will "cure" anything because every drug every created by them gets it's effect by overwhelming an aspect of the person's physiology and brain chemistry. There is almost always brain dysfunction or damage with continued use. They are often addictive. The drugs obtain their "cure" through the harmful effects on the person, their brain, and their mind. Once they find a "harmless" drug, it will also have absolutely no effect, because it is the harm that is the source of the effect. That some people experience a "bettered" subjective state changes nothing. People often have more energy or feel better on speed. People claim they are more creative while under the influence of alcohol or cocaine. So what! They are on drugs. Legal or "illegal" - there's not much difference really. So much for subjective claims.   

 
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November 26, 2005, 10:48 am PST

Profits, Power and Control

But face it, there is no profit in sane, happy responsible people. The last thing they seem to want is for anyone to have a tool they can use themselves to better their own mind, improve their own life, and create a sane society. Just as all priests never have wanted people figuring out a direct connection to God (thereby putting them out of business), so neither do the psychiatrists want anyone to have a self-applicable solution to the problems of their own mind and life. If that were possible they would very much become obsolete. Psychiatry really does function as the modern "religion" and the psychiatrists are the High Priests. They wave their hand and declare the heretics - as schizophrenics, psychotics, manic-depressives or ADHDs, and similarly can enforce duress and torture in the from of involuntary commitment, lobotomies, shock treatments and drugs. Just like the priests they will do anything to maintain their position of authority and control over everyone else. And also, just like the Egyptian or medieval priest, their power ultimately rests upon a fabricated belief system which is based upon very little fact, but in which they have totally convinced the public.   

For the structure of psychiatry to exist it is necessary to maintain the charade that they are the "experts", and the "mind is extremely complicated". The moment a sufficient number of people begin to question and clearly see the falsity of their approach, theories, and methods, the entire foundation upon which it is built would collapse. They will fight tooth and nail, using every argument and rationale available, to prevent this from happening. They have much help in this from the drug companies, "professional" societies, various psychiatric and psychological associations, major educational institutions and medical schools (which receive large funding from the same interests), and even government organizations such as the FDA (Food and Drug Administration) and CIA.   

 
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November 26, 2005, 10:49 am PST

Conclusion

Some might say I am being too critical and unfair in my attacks. Sadly, I cannot say these things strongly enough because this is exactly the way it is. There are no legitimate excuses for barbarism, pain and abuse. Miseducation and "I didn't know" are insufficient justifications for the continual harm caused by these groups. The only people on the entire planet deserving of straight jackets, restraints, involuntary commitment, electric shock, lobotomy and powerful mind damaging drugs are the members of the psychiatric profession, drug company executives and biopsychiatric researchers. Possibly the behavioral psychologists (for removing the concept of man's mind from reality), the educational psychologists (for destroying modern education), the CIA mind control experimenters (for ignoring every concept of human decency), and the FDA top honchos (for protecting the drug company and psychiatric interests) also deserve the same fate. Ignorance of the truth cannot excuse raw barbaric actions against one's fellow man. It cannot excuse the continued support of fundamentally false theories about the nature of Man and his mind. It cannot excuse the systematic destruction of society and civilization.   

It has been said by various people at various times that modern man has lost his soul. This is true, but it wasn't lost, it was stolen - and then hidden. It won't be given back easily - not without a fight.   

Wake up people!   

 

Say NO To Psychiatry!   

  

 
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November 26, 2005, 10:53 am PST

Schizophrenia or Spiritual Emergency

I wanted to share my experience.  I have experienced similar phenomena as Mary but I am NOT schizophrenic rather I have psychic abilities.  All of these experiences are real just at another level or in another realm.  Some people are naturally very receptive and ready to deal with the spiritual realm which is much misunderstood.  I used to see people's shadow sides which can look like demons.  Seek the assistance of a Reiki specialist or spiritual healer who understands this type of phenomena.  Just like Mary, you probably have no protection and "the gift."  Get help not drugs.  In the human enery system, the first chakra is probably blocked and the seventh chakra blew wide open.  Now more receptive, bothersome beings could be disturbing you and you need help navigating the spiritual realm rather than suppressing it with drugs.  Most are not ready to experience what you are but ready or not you are experiencing the spiritual realm.  It is normal and with spiritual assistance you can be fine.  If you harbor a lot of fear then similar energy beings will find it fun to mess with you.  They are like bothersome neighbors and are most likely afraid of your light but drawn to it.  Once you understand the spirit realm better, they will find it less fun to bother you.  Get spiritual assistance as society does not understand this phenomena very well.  There is a lot of great information available on the internet.  More people are starting to awaken.  To think, there are other people that think it normal to hear voices, you are just teaching others through you experience to be less afraid when they are ready to awaken to the Truth.  There is another realm out there.  It is a gift and though it does not come with an owner's manual, get some spiritual assistance so that you are not afraid of your light.  I sympathize with you but there are people that understand this phenomena.  I just wanted to relate and shed some light on the situation.  I know people will disagree with this and are still sleeping and afraid of their own light but I had to share my Truth.  Blessings to all.  In Light there is no Darkness.
 
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November 26, 2005, 11:23 am PST

What a great outlook!

Quote From: jahelmer

I have schizoaffect disorder.  I am bipolar.  I have PTSD.  I take enough medicine to choke a horse & I don't particularly like to.  But I don't understand why whenever I see or read something about mental illness it's always so negative.  Don't get me wrong, it's bad!  I'm sick.  Lots of people are.  I know that & I understand that.  There are seasons of time that are absolutly horrid.  But if I can't laugh at myself, then life is not worth living.  I hear voices.  They say lots of things that I know are wrong & bad... well, sometimes I know that they are wrong & bad.  But, I'm never alone am I?  I'm never bored, am I?  It just makes me several of the nicest people you will ever know.  My voices one person, and me another person.  I don't like taking the medicine just like lots of people, but it the trail mix I need for my journey.  I have a long & discouraging story just like everyone & we all feel the need to share at some time.  We all need a safe place to share & that's great!  I just want people (the boring 'normal' ones) to know that it's not all bad,  for all people,  all the time,  which seems to be the message that is being sent out.  I am a blessed child of God just the way I am.  Sure, I got questions when I get to Glory...but who doesn't?
You have an awesome way of looking or 'laughing at yourself' that can be inspiring! I am encouraged and hopeful for the Mental Health ills of this world. I work in a correctional facility with the spciality of Mentally ill offenders. This whole program was great to see, and great research. Your outlook was so great to see, and I've read a few of the others. Keep your chin up, and hang in there!
 
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