Topic : 01/05 "Am I Cursed?"

 On a lighter note about dreams:  ...When I first got married 43 years ago, I continued to dream about an old boyfriend.  Because our relationship ended without a final Goodbye...(I'll make a long story short)...I would dream that I would see him and want to talk to him, but he would always ignore me and then disappear.  After dreaming this dream many times, I consciously  told myself one day that I was now a married woman,  it was time to forget about him and stop the dreaming and concentrate on my new life.  I never dreamed the dream again...Maybe what we put into our minds when we are awake has something to do with what is in our minds when we sleep??   :)  "As we think...so we are!" 

  

I also do some odd things in my sleep.  Sometimes I remember them, sometimes I don't.  I sometimes speak in gibberish, but a lot of the time I'm aware I'm doing it.  Usually what it means is that I'm in a dreamlike state and I'm trying to speak in my dream,  but the way it sounds to someone who's awake is like gibberish.  I've also had "evil" dreams, sometimes of demons.  I've never thought of it as a curse or a possession, though.  I've read enough about dreams to realize that usually it is the subconcious manifesting itself.  In other words,  if you have a bad dream, or if you dream that something terrible is going to happen, it could be one of two things:  1)  This terrible thing in your dream is one of your worst fears, or 2)  Something is going on in your life that you're wrestling with.  Are you grappling with something in your life?  Relationship questions, work dilemmas?     I also experience the kicking and the yelling.  I really think these night terrors are the product of an overly troubled mind.  No offense meant by that term, by the way.  MANY of us are overly troubled, including myself!  We all deal with a huge amount of stress in this day and age, and some of us manifest it differently.  I've noticed in the past that a good exercise program also helps with more deep, peaceful sleep as well  (I need to jump back on that bandwagon myself).   Good luck to all; it's reassuring to know others out there also have these strange sleep occurrences. 

I have found it helpful to pray to the Beings of the Highest Level of Light Energy of Divine Order (Angels) and ask them to shield me with one or more of the following: a pink shield that allows only good in and good out / a shield of crystal light / a shield of invisibility, and if things are really bad, an extra strong shield. This is suggested to be done twice a day - early morning and early evening.Taken from personal conversations with Jane A. Simington and from her book Journey to the Sacred: Mending a Fractured Soul. Hope it helps. 

  

Before I began shielding myself, I got a rash on my side which, due to circumstances, I feel is a curse. I have had it for over two years. Have tried medications, etc. If anyone has any ideas, I welcome them. 

  

  

It looks the the symbol for Anarchy to me.....lol

Give your heart mind body and soul to Jesus, Jesus loves you and he wants the best for you Jesus isn't mad at you if you did something bad he want's to forgive you and Love you

Just the Name of Jesus is Triumphetly more powerful than all of satan's power the precious name of Jesus  Very Very Very Powerful the Mighty Mighty Name of Jesus

I am trying to find the book by Dr. Lawlis that Dr. Phil mentioned at the end of his program today.  Can someone tell me the name of it?  Please email me directly.  Thanks! luckystar1952@suscom.net

I have a sleep disorder, sleep apnea.  I have both obstructive and internal, and have had them both since I was 95 pounds at least, as a young teen.  My sister and husband (when I married) would both wake me up for holding my breath/forgetting to breath and also snoring.  I'm a very pretty girl, and no one would guess that I have such a "silly" or unflattering disorder.  Anyway, I went to get it diagnosed, and there was an episode of my sleep (about 6 months) where just before I dozed off, I would have these hideous flashes of awful, monsterous faces that would jolt me awake, and it was awful.  For a while I thought they must be the demons that had tried to bother me during the day, the "spiritual forces" you can not see when you are awake.  So at the sleep clinic, I mentioned this to the staff, and they said that this is a type of hallucination that one gets between wakefullness and sleep, when you are "half in and half out" of sleep.  It is called a HYPNOGOGIC HALLUCINATION.  The brain does the same thing when you doze off and then "jolt" awake again, and apparently they can come in many formats.  It seems like they said that the same part of the brain that forgets to remind me to breathe, causing me to hold my breath is responsible for these horrid visions, and that if they get to bad, they do have a medication for them.  I also once had horrifying hallucinations in the night when I was awakened by what later was discovered as a panic attack.  The room kept fading out on me, and horrible things appeared - wierd and scary - and also not that big of a problem according to the psychologist.  My brainchemistry "hick-uped", and some xanex put me right again.  Apparently the brain chemistry can do alot of wierd things, all in the line of normal.  I think people with this problem should go to a SLEEP STUDY CLINIC and see if they are having some sort of sleep disorder, maybe.....

Jesus says in the Bible I give you power and authority over all the powers of the devil Jesus doesn't say just some power he says all power and authority I give to you against the enemy Jesus does not give us a sprit of fear ,use the Mighty Power he gives you against satan which is Prayer the Word of God and Worship and Praise

Curses are real.  The Bible speaks about them, and the fact that one should never curse another.  Unfortunately, curses are put on people without them even knowing that it happens.  Curses are also generational, passed down from the Fathers to the third and fourth generations.  Many people are possessed and obsessed with demons, due to generational curses, sin, legal rights, and some even invite them into them, i.e. witches and warlocks and those following Satanism. 

  

I have been going through deliverance/exorcism for the last four years.  Even though I was ready to be set free of all things at once, our merciful Lord will not allow that to happen,  for our safety.  It has been a  hard, but very freeing experience.  God has allowed me to see things that happened to me in the past, and through hours of praying by sincere, knowledgeable deliverance teams, I am free.  God has given me many answers to the many  questions I had concerning my life.  He is a good God and I am eternally thankful that He gave me the desire to get free, and sent the right people to me to help me achieve that freedom.  Forgiveness and repentance plays a large part in deliverance.  One has to stay close to the Lord in prayer to remain free, and trust Him to continue to guide and direct me so that I can stay free.  Trying to live sinless is difficult, but with God's help one can attempt to achieve this goal.  Also, never take offense.  It opens doors to unforgiveness and sin.  I am in no way perfect, as there is only one perfect one, God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.  He is my source for everything.