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I hope the heating pad does the trick and your back feels better soon!!!!  I did get to "fall back" and change the clock.  It does get confusing.  Half my clocks around here I still haven't changed so I'm never quite sure what the "real" time is.  LOL  But at least none of the T.V. shows changed times that would confuse me even more. 

I'm rambling.   Go figure.  My mood seems to be escalating a little the past few days.  Shhhhhh....don't tell anyone....I'm going to simply enjoy the ride.  Do you want to come with me?  :o) 

I miss you :) 

Be well today.. 

Hugs and Love Tam (mom) 

Hi,  We are searching for a dr or thearapist to help her. I am terrified that we will get someone who will be wrong for her for some reason. I have heard of so many horror stories about places with a hospital or campus for depression and all they do is milk the situation until there is no insurance money left. I also have a sister that is bi-polar and I am thinking that my daughter has that as well. If she needs medication we will do that but again I am terriefied that she will get the wrong meds and it will affect her badly and then she really will kill herself! She has taken a razor blade and cut herself. I and my husband, her father, want to do whatever we can to help her. I feel like I don't know how to treat her in day to day life. I want to baby her and do everything for her but am restraining myself from doing that. I am almost afraid to ask her any questions or ask her to do anything. I am afraid that i might say or do something that will make her feel bad or worse then she already does. I am freaking out about this so much so that I am having nightmares about her death.